tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51970752845420597032024-02-07T10:49:30.472-08:00Elf Lady's ChroniclesSurviving Domestic Violence, Divorce, and MotherhoodElf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-65203405488279980182015-06-21T17:32:00.001-07:002015-08-28T18:18:20.996-07:00I Didn't Know My Dad Was My Rock Until He Was Gone<div style="text-align: center;">
<span class="EOP SCX94945304" style="font-family: Calibri,Sans-Serif; line-height: 20px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><em>To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children; to learn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a little bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded."</em> </span></span></div>
<br />A few years ago during my divorce, my dad cut out the above quote and sent it to me in the mail. I posted it on the wall in my office and read in times of self-doubt.<br /><br />It's been difficult the past few months not being able to call him and hear his voice on the other end of the phone. He listened to me and gave me advice whether I asked for it or not. Most of the time I blew off his advice thinking my truck driver/ backhoe operator dad didn't really know how to help me in my particular situation.<br />
<br />Now with the clarity of time, I realize how much I relied on his strength and support. It is unfortunate that I had to lose him in order to see how much I needed him. I now miss his simple wisdom and his constant encouragement he gave through my childhood, college career, and real life. He was my biggest cheerleader and my most loyal fan. He shouted out my successes to all who would listen.<br /><br />But did my dad, himself, succeed? He didn’t go to college or have a corner office at a big corporation. He didn’t make six figures or drive a BMW. He had something more. Something better. He had his love for all of us and the deep affection of his two children and three grandchildren. My dad loved fiercely and unconditionally. Having that love means more than any college degree or six figure salary. And he showed his love to us by his steady presence throughout our childhood.<br /><br />My earliest memories of my dad take place outdoors. At about four years old, my dad took me fishing. We went behind my grandmother and granddad’s house in Nebo, NC, and dug for worms beside the dog pen my granddad kept for his beagles. Then my dad and I walked through a big field with briers bigger than me to get to Dad’s fishing hole. Dad showed me how to put worms on a hook and how to cast the fishing line into the water. I’m not sure we caught any fish that day which is fairly typical of Dad’s fishing, but I remember how to dig up worms.<br />
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At about five years old, my dad and I took a walk in the woods behind my other grandparents’ house in Amelia, Va. He pointed out different plants and trees he knew. Acorns littered the ground. He picked up an acorn and told me that the Native Americans ate acorns as part of their diet. He took out his pocket knife, (my dad always had a pocket knife and a handkerchief in his pocket) and cut the acorn in half. He ate one half and gave the other half to me.<br /><br />I carry on my Dad's love of the outdoors with my own son, and in that way my Dad's love lives on. <br /><br />As my brother and I grew up, my Dad's constant love continued. There was nothing my dad wouldn’t do for either one of us.<br /><br />When I was 18, I was rushed into emergency surgery in Atlanta. Within a couple of hours my dad and mom drove to Atlanta to be by my side. They took turns staying with me at the hospital so that one of them was always by my side.<br /><br />At 25, I was in a bad car wreck on my way to the Ocean Isle Beach. My dad and mom hopped in the car and drove the 5 hours to meet me at the hospital. Dad had tears in his eyes when he spied me sitting in a wheelchair waiting for them.<br /><br />Just last February, I needed to have surgery on my cervical spine and would be out of work for a few weeks. My dad was insistent that he was going to stay with me and take care of me. I didn't know of which I was more scared- having surgery on my spine or my dad being in control of my house while I was immobilized in bed.<br /><br />Much to my surprise, we got along fairly well. He was very gentle and compassionate with me, and I was patient and kind to him. He left the TV off, and begin reading books from my collection. During that two week period my dad read about ten books, probably more books than he had read during his first 73 years of life. We talked, hung out and just enjoyed one another’s company. I am extremely grateful I was able to share that time with him before he past away. <br /><br />The past couple of years, I called my dad quite often. When I had a bad day at work, I knew I could call my dad and he would pick up the phone no matter where he was or who he was with. I relied on hearing his voice answering the phone.<br /><br />I spent a lot of time with Dad the last two weeks of his life, and for this I feel very fortunate. We watched movies and listened to music. We joked around and talked. <br /><br />Dad knew he was dying. It was especially important for him to tell everyone he loved them as he said goodbye to his family and friends who visited. He said he was ready to go and to not worry about him. He said he would always be with me, and I would always be with him. He said my brother and I were the most important things in this world for him. <br /><br />His very last words to me were, "Be extra special careful as you drive home. It will do no good, if something happens to you. I love you."<br /><br />I often wish I had not driven home that evening. I wish I had stayed that last night with him. I wish that instead of giving him a kiss and walking away, I had crawled up in bed and held him at least for a little while. I just wish I had had more time. But that's never the case and not the way things shook out. I needed to get home and get Ev back to school. I didn't know that that night was my dad's last night. I thought he had a few more days left. I didn't know that after I got home and turned off my phone that he would struggle through the night and take his last breath at 5:00 am. I did not know that I would have five missed calls from my brother when I woke up that morning to tell me that Dad was gone.<br /><br />What I do know is that my dad loved me more than life itself. I did not understand the depth until I had a child myself. And nothing, even death, will take that away.<br /><br />I love you too, Dad. You were my rock, and I didn't know it until now. I know you are still here with your love, but sometimes I still feel lost. I miss you. <br />
<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-61982143974442703422013-11-23T15:32:00.001-08:002013-11-23T15:32:09.798-08:00Who Am I? A Look at the Victims of Domestic Violence<div style="text-align: center;">
<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Who am
I?<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I am
your mother, your daughter, your sister, your co-worker, your neighbor and your
friend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am your nurse, your hair
stylist, your chiropractor and your son’s piano teacher.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am the lady in line next to you at the
grocery store.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am the woman sitting beside
you Sunday morning at church.</span></i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I am a victim of domestic violence.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">In
case you haven’t heard October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month
AND Domestic Violence Awareness Month.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And
both are extremely vital topics for women.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Did
you know that <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">one in four women</b> will
experience domestic violence in her lifetime?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Sadly, most domestic violence cases are never reported to police.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These women are scared, ashamed and embarrassed.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They fear retaliation, and they fear
their friends and family will not believe them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Many women do not realize they are being abused.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I didn’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I thought I needed to have black eyes and go to the emergency room
before the abuse was considered domestic violence.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I didn’t realize that being pushed or slammed
up against a wall was abuse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Now I
do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">According
to the </span><a href="http://www.ovw.usdoj.gov/domviolence.htm#dv"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="color: blue;">Department of Justice</span></span></a><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">, domestic violence
is a “pattern of abusive behavior in any relationship that is used by one
partner to gain or maintain power and control over another intimate
partner. Domestic violence can be physical, sexual, emotional, economic,
or psychological actions or threats of actions that influence another person.
This includes any behaviors that intimidate, manipulate, humiliate, isolate,
frighten, terrorize, coerce, threaten, blame, hurt, injure, or wound someone.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Why
does this matter?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Because this violence
could be happening to your neighbor, your sister, your mother, your daughter or
your co-worker.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This abuse could be
happening to you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And abuse doesn’t get
better.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Only worse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The abuse and violence will escalate.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">The
</span><a href="http://www.ncadv.org/files/DomesticViolenceFactSheet(National).pdf"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="color: blue;">National Coalition
Against Domestic Violence</span></span></a><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"> describes domestic violence as an “<span style="mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">epidemic affecting individuals in every community,
regardless of age, economic status, race, religion, nationality or educational
background.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Domestic violence knows no
boundaries.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know this for a fact.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am a white, college-educated engineer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am fiercely independent and successful in
my career.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The thought that one day I
could be a victim of domestic violence was the furthest from my mind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As I have shared my story with more and more
friends, neighbors and colleagues, I have met many other survivors from all
walks of life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">We are the fortunate ones.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Every
day three more women are murdered by their husband or intimate partner.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></b>Over 1000 women will be murdered in the
US this year by their husband or intimate partner.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><a href="http://nccadv.org/homicides.htm"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><span style="color: blue;">46 domestic
homicides have occurred already this year in my state alone. </span></span></a><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><o:p></o:p></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">If that doesn’t scare you, what about the effect on
children?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Witnessing violence between
one’s parents or caretakers is the strongest risk factor of transmitting
violent behavior from one generation to the next.” (NCDAV)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is estimated that </span><a href="http://www.acadv.org/children.html"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><span style="color: blue;">over 3 million children
witness domestic violence each year</span></span></a><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A boy who witnesses abuse is twice as likely
to abuse their own partners as an adult.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>A girl who witnesses abuse is more likely to tolerate abuse as a
teenager and an adult.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">If you are in an abusive relationship, the decision
of if and when to leave is hard.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
struggled with this decision myself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At
what point was it no longer acceptable for my son to live with his dad?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was faced with that frightful decision on
December 26, 2010 when the violence became too great to ignore any longer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I knew in my heart that the abuse his dad was
inflicting on me was hurting my son as well. For my son’s innocence and well-being,
I called the police and had his dad arrested.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>For my son’s self-esteem and self-worth, I obtained a restraining
order.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My son is no longer in an
unhealthy, abusive environment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He is in
a much safer, peaceful and loving home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The cycle of violence was broken for my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hope and pray that I broke it in time.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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decision this year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some will not
leave.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Others will be murdered by their
husband or boyfriend as they try to leave.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>A few will make it to freedom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">Then the difficult journey of recovery begins.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These women and children will need a safe
place to live.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They will need legal
advice and counseling.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most of all,
these families will need our compassion, support and understanding as they embark
on their new life and attempt to make themselves whole again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">Remember who they are.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">They are our mother, sister, daughter, neighbor,
friend and co-worker.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They are our
nurse, hair stylist, chiropractor and teacher.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>They are all around us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They
could be me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or they could be you.</span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><o:p> </o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">If you or someone you
love is in an abusive relationship, please get help.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Call the National Domestic Violence Hotline
at <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: red;">1-800-799-SAFE
(7233)</span></b> or visit their website at </span></i><a href="file:///C:/Users/Donna%20Fender/Documents/www.thehotline.org"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="color: blue;">www.thehotline.org</span></span></i></a><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">.</span></i><br />
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Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-45607754290630772712013-05-09T19:06:00.000-07:002013-05-09T19:06:23.614-07:00Counting My Blessings<br />
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">“Reflect upon your present blessings -- of which every
man has many – </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have
some.” </span></span></div>
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~ Charles Dickens<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQoCO0Bh_YyElyhWuZnih__LaVjkQPsLMoJb5iypoHxbwxQB0Tya5KrNQH8Tdm5rsQJi7I6tHxuo-ueUdPcJJr9bx23LovE6sLf8R3DBPAFipc6Ye-5jLMKEAf3Elrrb_9xx8Xy8CcEcTV/s1600/journal.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQoCO0Bh_YyElyhWuZnih__LaVjkQPsLMoJb5iypoHxbwxQB0Tya5KrNQH8Tdm5rsQJi7I6tHxuo-ueUdPcJJr9bx23LovE6sLf8R3DBPAFipc6Ye-5jLMKEAf3Elrrb_9xx8Xy8CcEcTV/s320/journal.JPG" width="318" /></a><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Two years ago I could not
have envisioned what my life would look like today. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was
singularly focused on keeping myself together to make it through the day. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I concentrated on going to work, picking up my
son from school, feeding him, and getting him to bed. There were times when I struggled to make it
through the next hour or the next minute.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>One of the things that kept me from going completely insane, however,
was starting a <a href="http://elfladyschronicles.blogspot.com/2012/01/practicing-gratitude.html">gratitude journal</a>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">A couple days after my
husband was arrested, and my world was falling apart, I went to Barnes &
Noble and bought a blank journal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That night,
December 31<sup>st</sup> 2010 to be exact, I listed 8 items for which I was
grateful - my son, his health, my health, the roof over our heads, my job, his
happiness, his cheerfulness, his imagination and creativity.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Over the next few months sitting alone in my
living room, I dutifully wrote the items, events, and people from the day for
which I was grateful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes, I was
grateful for a sunny day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes I was
grateful for reading a good book.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Sometimes I was grateful to be able to accomplish some small task alone
like taking down the Christmas lights or fixing the lawn mower.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most times, I was just grateful for Evan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Thus began my journey out of the
chaos, grief, and loneliness into the life I live today.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">While my life today is not
picture perfect, it is a hell of a lot brighter than it was 28 months ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I continue to be extremely grateful for my
son’s health, my health and the roof over our heads. But today I am grateful for
an entirely new set of blessings.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And my
list is long. :o)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">One. After 21 months of threats,
negotiations, and stalemates, I am grateful to be divorced from the man who
abused me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Two. I am grateful that my son and
I are alive.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As more distance separates
me from that awful night, the more I realize how easily I could have been
killed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some women are not so
lucky.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thus, I continue to promote
domestic violence awareness through blogging and speaking about it whenever I can.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Three. I am grateful that I
have full custody of my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I must
remember to never, ever, ever take that fact for granted.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Four. I am grateful to now live in
a beautiful, cozy home near my son’s school with the freedom to organize and
decorate as I wish.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Five. I am extremely grateful for a
job which allows me to live simply but comfortably.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am blessed that my office is close to our
house and my son’s school. The short commute has significantly reduced my
stress overall and allows me to spend more quality time with my son. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Six. I am grateful for the
beautiful, smart woman that is my therapist.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The Universe placed the precise person I needed in my path to carry me
out of the dark depths of trauma after my husband assaulted me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Today she continues to pull me back from the
edge whenever I am tempted to look into that darkness again.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="font-size: 14pt;">Seven. I</span><span style="font-size: 14pt;"> am grateful for the many
friends I have met on this journey.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am
humbled by the love and support I receive from those friends, and now have many
more “<a href="http://elfladyschronicles.blogspot.com/2012/01/angels-got-my-back.html">angel warriors</a>” who encourage me through some of my day to day struggles.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I finally realized that I do not have to
walk this journey alone.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Eight. I am grateful that my life
seems to have finally settled down, and my son and I are in a fairly predictable
routine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I realize this serenity could blow
to hell in a moment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But for now, we are
through with lawyers, realtors, and courthouses.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Nine. I am grateful for the courage
to give up drinking wine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Let me
explain.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These past two years my wine
intake increased substantially. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was
using wine to numb my feelings of betrayal, hurt, and shame.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I finally realized that I could never fully
heal from the abuse if I continued to use wine as a crutch.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had to give it up.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I began to take the steps needed to eliminate
all alcohol from my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This lifestyle
change has been a challenge in itself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
have had to relive many of my painful feelings and triggers. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But this has enabled me to further grow
emotionally and spiritually, and now I face my life on life’s terms without a
magical elixir to numb my pain.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Ten. I am especially grateful to
be on this journey.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am grateful for
the opportunity to be able to learn and heal from my past and to move forward
resiliently with my eyes wide open.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Because as Joan D. Chittister says in her book,<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Scarred-Struggle-Transformed-Hope-Chittister/dp/0802829740/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1355099261&sr=1-1&keywords=scarred+by+struggle+transformed+by+hope"> </a><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Scarred-Struggle-Transformed-Hope-Chittister/dp/0802829740/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1355099261&sr=1-1&keywords=scarred+by+struggle+transformed+by+hope">Scarred by Struggle, Transformed by Hope</a>, </i>“Once we have truly
struggled with something that stretches the elastic of the spirit, we are
worthy to walk with others in struggle, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Then we’re ready to listen.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then
we’re able to lead.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When we know the
meaning of what it is to struggle with something in life we become totally
human.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am fairly certain I am now
100% human!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I know that I still have much
to learn and endure.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My self-esteem
continues to be fragile, and I still see my therapist once a month. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some days it can be difficult to get my butt out
of bed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But each day I wake up is a
gift, and I’m not going to waste it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
believe that as long as I am alive, I have something for which to be grateful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As long as I greet each day with gratitude, I
will continue to heal, grow, and count my blessings. :o)</span></span></div>
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Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-38146096751421146122013-02-13T18:35:00.000-08:002013-02-13T18:37:07.710-08:00This Valentine's Day...Love Yourself Enough<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">“Happiness comes from
within. It is not dependent on external things or on other people. You become
vulnerable and can be easily hurt when your feelings of security and happiness
depend on the behavior and actions of other people. Never give your power to
anyone else.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">~ Brian L. Weiss<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Damn! Is it Valentine’s Day again already???? This day always sneaks up on me. I’d rather just skip this day and move on to
St. Patrick’s Day. Valentine’s Day
hasn’t been very romantic for me in a long, long time. Being single, I’ve sat at home on Valentine’s Day the past two years. During my
marriage, Valentine’s Day wasn’t all that romantic either. Granted our marriage wasn’t very healthy, but
my ex-husband did make feeble attempts at being romantic on Valentine’s Day. He tried giving me a card, and I was disappointed,
because he didn’t send flowers. He tried
to send flowers. I was hurt, because we
didn’t go out to dinner. He tried to
make dinner reservations. I felt unloved,
because I wanted flowers. I definitely did
not make things easy for him.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">The
problem was I had these grandiose expectations in my head of what should happen
on Valentine’s Day. When my husband
failed to meet these unrealistic expectations, I felt unloved. I erroneously defined our relationship by whether
he brought me flowers or not. I let my happiness
be dependent on someone else. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">I
now realize the insanity in this way of thinking. There is no way I can be happy if I continuously
rely on someone else to make me happy.
Happiness comes from within, and I create my own happiness.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">So
this Valentine’s Day I have a proposal for all of us who have been dependent on someone else for our happiness. I propose
that we forget what others think of us or do for us and just love ourselves!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">This
Valentine’s Day stop worrying if your husband or boyfriend is going to send
flowers. This Valentine’s Day forget
about the chocolate, mushy love notes, and sexy lingerie. This Valentine’s Day stop feeling sorry for
yourself if you don’t have a date. This
Valentine’s Day we start a new tradition.
One that is far more beneficial to our sanity and well-being. This Valentine’s Day we start loving ourselves. “How are we going to do this," you ask? Below are just a few of my ideas, but I’m sure
there are many more.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to stop worrying whether you have a date or not.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to spend some time on your own.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to call a friend, read a book, or take a bubble bath.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to schedule a massage or a pedicure or both! <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to eat chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream while watching
“Magic Mike.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to take care of your mind and body. Go outside.
Go for a walk. Go for a
hike. Go for a run. Just Go!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to learn new things.
Visit the museum, an art gallery, or the library. Take a class.
Join a group. Learn how to
juggle!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to laugh out loud.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to take a chance.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to stand up for what you believe in.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to walk away from those who hurt you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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yourself enough to let go of the past. (If
not now, when?)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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yourself enough to forgive yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to live in the present.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to hope for the future.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to face your fears.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to try a little harder.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to forgive.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to move forward.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to open your heart.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Love
yourself enough to love a little more.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Above
all, love yourself enough to know you are worth it. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt;">Because
you most certainly are. :o)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-87810712679439326672012-12-09T14:51:00.001-08:002012-12-24T06:13:53.375-08:00Get Mad Then Get Over It<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">“I'm selfish,
impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">I am out of control and at
times hard to handle. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">But if you can't
handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">~ Marilyn Monroe<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">I
have a confession.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have to come clean.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can’t keep it a secret any
longer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So here it is.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes I don’t feel so very grateful and
forgiving.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes I am just really
pissed off.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And yes, sometimes “I’m
selfish, impatient and a little insecure.” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I don’t want to be grateful or
forgiving.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I want to be mad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I want to be angry and rage against assholes
and mean people and the establishment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
want to stomp my feet, pound my fists against the bars of my self-made prison
and raise some hell.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Sometimes
I want to tell my ex-husband to “go fuck himself.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Other times I’d really like to tell my boss
to “kiss my ass.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At times I fantasize
telling my dad “to shut the hell up” or asking my mom, “Why the hell are you
such a bitch?”<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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I found these really cool cards that instead of saying “Thank You” say “Fuck
You.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m pretty sure these cards could
come in quite handy. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>First, I could send
a “Fuck You” card to my divorce attorneys whom I paid thousands of dollars for
absolutely nothing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>While I’m at it, I’d
send a little note to the idiot bureaucrat at the Child Support Enforcement Office
who lost my paperwork that fondly says, “Fuck You, Asshole.” Lastly, I’d make a
list of all the men who have ever pretended to care about me but fucked me over
and send them all “Fuck You. With love, Donna” cards.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">Colin
Powell tells us to “Get mad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then get
over it.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe I don’t want to get over
it. Maybe I want to be just plain mad.<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">It
is okay to be angry.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Anger is simply a
feeling not a behavior.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So while I like
to fantasize about sending “Fuck You” cards, I won’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As Melody Beattie says in The Language of
Letting Go, “Feeling angry – and sometimes, the act of blaming – is a natural
and necessary part of accepting loss and change – of grieving.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We can allow ourselves and others to become
angry as we move from denial toward acceptance.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Feeling our emotions is especially important
to those of us who may have grown up in an environment where it wasn’t okay to express
our emotions.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were told we were “too
sensitive” or “overreacting.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So we
squashed our emotions and lived in fear of feeling anything.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Emotions are a part of living, and to
suppress them is not healthy.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Recently
I met a man at a friend’s Thanksgiving dinner. Over the course of the evening we
talked about visiting other countries, our careers, and our sons who are both a
little different.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I could see behind his
somewhat nerdy glasses and geeky exterior that he could actually be quite sexy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>More importantly, I found him to be genuine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So I asked him to my office Christmas party,
and he said, “Yes.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">Over
the course of the next three weeks, we traded texts and talked on the
phone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I invited him to dinner and
sliced vegetables and prepared chili while we talked about our lives.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We shared our pasts, our dreams, and our
fears. We became fairly close in a relatively short period of time. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He even read my blog and didn’t run away. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our relationship was sweet and innocent.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We never even kissed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He was the wisest, kindest, most gentle man I
had ever met.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And he liked ME.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not the blond hair, blue-eyed, petite
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But the domestic violence survivor,
twice-divorced, and still rough around the edges me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At least, so I thought.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am not even quite sure what happened, but
he eventually did become scared and no longer wanted to pursue a relationship
with me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He ran away.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p><span style="font-size: large;"></span></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I
was hurt, angry, pissed off, and terribly disappointed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wanted to stomp my feet and pound my
fists.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wanted to scream “Why?!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t understand!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>On the day he told me he didn’t want a
relationship, I came home to find a package on my porch containing the stupid
dress I had ordered to go to the party.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I unpacked my suitcase and found the stupid scarf I bought at the
airport shop to wear as a wrap around my shoulders.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cried.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>And then cried some more.<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">I
hadn’t been looking for anyone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was
practicing the lesson of letting go - “Let go, and let God.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had resigned myself that when the timing
was right, the Universe would put the right person in front of me. So I thought
this kind man was that person. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What hurt
most was thinking that if this kind and gentle man could not find it in his
heart to care for me, who would?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Melody
Beattie continues, “We won’t stay angry forever.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But we may need to get mad for a while as we
search over what could have been, to finally accept what is.”<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">I
know I won’t stay angry forever.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I’m
allowing myself to be mad for a while longer as I come to terms with what I
thought the relationship could have been and accept how it really is.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have a right to get mad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If a man does not have the courage to accept
me with all my scars and broken pieces, to hell with him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I should get pissed off and stomp my feet and
yell at the top of my lungs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Because “if
you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my
best.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I love, I laugh, and I cry. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And if you allow me to care for you yet don’t have
the guts to follow through, you deserve my anger and rage.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And maybe I’ll consider sending you a “Fuck
You” card in the mail along with the others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I
am reminded of the poem by Veronica A. Shoffstall, <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">After a While<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">“After a while you
learn<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">the subtle difference
between<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">holding a hand and
chaining a soul<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and you learn that
love doesn’t mean leaning<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and company doesn’t
always mean security.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">And you begin to
learn that kisses aren’t contracts<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and presents aren’t
promises<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and you begin to
accept your defeats<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">with your head up and
your eyes ahead<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">with the grace of
woman, not the grief of a child<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and you learn to
build all your roads on today<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">because tomorrow’s
ground is too uncertain for plans</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">and futures have a
way of falling down in mid-flight.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">After a while you
learn that even sunshine burns<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">if you get too much<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">so you plant your own
garden and decorate your own soul<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers.</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">And you learn that
you really can endure</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">you really are strong<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">you really do have
worth<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and you learn<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">and you learn<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">with every goodbye,
you learn…”</span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I
realize now that after almost two years of therapy and a multitude of self-help
books, my heart is still too vulnerable to begin a relationship with a man no
matter how kind and gentle he is.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And
while it may be tempting to have someone hold me and tell me everything will be
okay, the task of healing my heart and becoming strong again must be
accomplished alone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Happiness is an
inside job, and healing is a solitary journey.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>So I’ll “get mad then get over it” and focus on me. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will plant my own garden and decorate my own
soul.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ll cultivate big, bright red
gerbera daisies; soft, gentle lambs’ ear; and fragrant, calming lavender.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ll plant aromatic Asiatic lilies, heirloom foxgloves,
and whimsical hollyhocks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="font-size: large;">After
all that has happened in my past, I could evolve into a selfish, heartless
bitch.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I could harden my heart to caring
about anyone ever again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At times I think
I probably should.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It would be
easier.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But that’s not who I am.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For some reason, I still believe in the
goodness of people.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Even men.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I still believe in love.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I still have hope that somewhere, someday I
will meet a man that truly cares for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>If not, at least I will have me – the blue-eyed, blond hair, broken but
put back together with super glue and duct tape, authentic me.</span></span><br />
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Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-88666533083589498932012-09-03T07:11:00.002-07:002012-09-03T07:13:47.604-07:00Face Your Fears<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">“You gain strength,
courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look
fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this
horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you
think you cannot do.” <br />
~ Eleanor Roosevelt<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQPW0Ex7wkeVbh9aiLVO8Z15VhYQlswy4Q3LtVci0oDArH4ZgiRJMW-qSXdxFhycBuKkdqRxKsTJ_jvJ0dI12QYrnrsIrb7B2Vh4dgtD98Zc0f-PO4vjep0xzCD7u1JB5vOesL6xg2ldn-/s1600/standing+on+cliff.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQPW0Ex7wkeVbh9aiLVO8Z15VhYQlswy4Q3LtVci0oDArH4ZgiRJMW-qSXdxFhycBuKkdqRxKsTJ_jvJ0dI12QYrnrsIrb7B2Vh4dgtD98Zc0f-PO4vjep0xzCD7u1JB5vOesL6xg2ldn-/s320/standing+on+cliff.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I began seeing my
therapist shortly after my separation to help me process my emotions associated
with being assaulted by husband. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I felt
ashamed, bewildered, guilty, and confused.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I questioned whether I should stay with my husband or whether I should leave.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I stood on the edge of a dark, wide chasm wondering
if I should jump, and I was terribly frightened of what lay on the other side.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">My fear surprised
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I considered myself fairly
independent. I had lived alone for six years before getting married.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had bought and sold two houses by the time
I was 28.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I mowed my own lawn, shuffled
snow, and often traveled alone on business.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But to untether myself from my marriage and drift alone as a single mom was
scary.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">My therapist suggested
I look within myself and write down my fears of staying with my husband and my
fears of leaving my husband. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I went home
and wrote down my fears in my red spiral notebook I use for journaling.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The following week I reviewed
my fears with her. Both lists seemed equally daunting. “Being alone” seemed as scary
as “being miserable." Here is the list for staying with my husband straight
from my journal:<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being miserable for
the next 10 years<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being unhappy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Not having the best
environment for E<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">E being unhappy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Continuously arguing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The possibility of being
physically hurt again<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt 0.5in; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo1; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Wasting precious time<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Now here is the list
of fears for leaving my husband:<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being alone<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Losing my best friend<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Money being
tight.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not having enough money.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">E not having a dad<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Emotional impact on E<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The stress of divorce</span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Losing money [to
lawyers]<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">8)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Throwing [my<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>marriage] away<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">9)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Losing our friends<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt 0.5in; mso-list: l3 level1 lfo2; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">10)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Failure again<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">One thing about
time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Time gives us the gift of perspective,
insight, and experience.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Reading these
two lists eighteen months into my journey is enlightening and somewhat amusing.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My journey has given me the perspective
to observe these two lists objectively.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Let’s take a closer
look at both lists of fears and determine what is real and what may not be so
real.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Fears of staying with
my husband:</span></div>
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being
miserable for the next 10 years.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My ex and I had been through marriage
counseling twice. Nothing changed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Unless some spectacular miracle occurred, or
if he didn’t kill me first, we would continue to be miserable for the foreseeable
future.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being
unhappy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Same as above.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real. I was unhappy being in a relationship with
a man who did not respect me or care for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I could handle that he did not love me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I just wanted him to let me go. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He would not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I was trapped.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Not
having the best environment for E.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Arguing constantly is not a healthy
environment for our son. For 18 years, my parents argued, yelled, screamed, and
slammed doors in front of my brother and I. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>While
the experience made me self-reliant, it also laid the foundation on which my
low self-esteem was built and likely a factor in my own failed relationships.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">E
being unhappy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Similar to above.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I may never know the impact of witnessing the
arguing and the abuse has had on my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He has never spoken of that night or of our arguing. But I can without a
doubt interpolate what the impact staying with my husband would be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Studies show that boys who witness domestic
violence are more likely to be abusers themselves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am so grateful to have broken the cycle.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Continuously
arguing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A very real possibility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Without extensive marriage counseling we
would have continued to argue increasing the possibility of further abuse.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 45pt; mso-add-space: auto; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo3; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The
possibility of being physically abused again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Another very real possibility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Abuse escalates.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A push turns
into a violent shove, which turns into a punch and a kick.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Wasting precious time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I believe this fear is an echo of the first
one, Fear of “being miserable for the next 10 years.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Staying in a miserable marriage or
relationship is not worth your life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Emotional and physical abusers are parasites sucking the life and soul
from you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And life is too short to waste
it on a parasite.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Use your energy on you and on those who treat you with love and
respect.<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Now let’s look at the
fears I listed for leaving my husband:<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being alone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I suppose after being married even only 5
years, the thought of being alone can seem intimidating.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, after eighteen months of actually being
alone, I am not frightened at all.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Being
alone is actually quite nice<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Being alone is peaceful and above all
empowering</b>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I believe that many
women including myself have allowed society dictate what is acceptable and what
we need to be fulfilled or successful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But guess what?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We do not need a
man at all to be fulfilled.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Let me
repeat. <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Women do NOT need a man to be
fulfilled.</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, being in a
relationship and having a caring companion is nice.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But we are not “less than” because we do not
have a man by our side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are ourselves
and possess the freedom to fulfill our life and to succeed as we wish.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wish it had not taken me so long to figure
this out.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Losing my best
friend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This fear was and still is real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There was a part of my husband I considered
separate from the selfish, narcissistic part of him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And that part of him was intelligent and
friendly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>One of my fondest memories is
of us making dinner together.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He chopped
vegetables while I sautéed them, adding random spices and throwing everything
together over noodles or rice.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We’d sit
down to eat and discuss our work and often politics, religion or family. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had a connection on some level.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Today looking back I do question the validity
of that relationship while simultaneously mourning the end.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It may not make much sense, but losing what I
thought was my best friend has been hard, but not insurmountable.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">We
move on.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Money being
tight.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Financial worries are going to occur in any
separation or divorce.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A household of
two incomes is split half with, unfortunately, two mortgages or rent, two electricity
bills, two water bills, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am extremely
grateful to be blessed with a decent paying job.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yet, I was still worried how my financial situation
would change.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And yes, money is tight.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I will tell you that it is so friggin
worth it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am grateful to be able to
pay my mortgage and my utility bills and have my son by my side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">I do
not need forty pairs of shoes or the latest Coach purse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I only need my son, his health and his
safety.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">E not having a
dad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As my therapist was quick to point out, my
son still has his dad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s up to his
dad to have a relationship with his son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I have no control over their relationship, and I cannot force it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Emotional impact on
E. Not Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Eighteen months later my
son is just fine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Staying in an abusive
relationship or even just a bad relationship would have a negative emotional
impact on my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As it stands now, he
is in a loving, peaceful, and positive environment.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The stress of divorce.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Well,
divorce IS stressful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The past eighteen
months have not been fun.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But at the
same time my life is much more calm and peaceful without the arguing and
fighting.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will take the stress of
divorce over the stress of an abusive relationship any day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And the stress of divorce is short-term.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know I will move through it and
beyond.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And there is freedom on the
other side.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Wasting money by
giving it to lawyers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Real.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yep, I have given thousands of dollars to lawyers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Has it been worth it?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t know.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Could I have performed many of the tasks myself?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Possibly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I had hoped my ex and I would work out the details of our separation and
child support on our own, but he insisted on getting an attorney.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was left with little choice but to use an
attorney as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The point is attorneys
are expensive. You are screwed no matter what. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sure, I could have spent that money on a
vacation, my son’s college fund, or a new car. But it’s done.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">I cannot
second guess myself.</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">8)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Throwing my marriage
away.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What does that mean anyway?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, I made a commitment to my husband and my
family as we exchanged wedding vows that August day on the beach.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had every intention of honoring that
commitment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I loved my husband and
wanted our son to know his dad, so I took a blind leap of faith and married
him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t necessarily regret it. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My son knows his dad regardless of our living
arrangements now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is my husband who
threw our marriage away the night he slammed my head into the floor.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">9)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span></span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Losing our friends.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Real. Yes, I lost some “friends.” But throughout our lives, friends will
come and go.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our true friends will stay
no matter our circumstances or changes we go through.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m still friends with many of the women I
was friends with during my marriage, and I continue to make new friends.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Whether going off to college, moving to a new
town, getting married, or getting divorce, shifts and adjustments always occur
in friendships. <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">But these new phases of
life also create opportunities to form new friendships as well as showing us
who our real friends are.<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<div class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt 0.5in; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo4; text-align: justify; text-indent: -0.25in; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">10)<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Failure again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At 42, I am divorced (or will be soon) for
the second time in my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Two divorces
weren’t exactly the outcome I planned.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>After my parents’ turbulent marriage and divorce, I was determined to do
better.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My believe was if I graduated
college with a good degree and snagged a stable job, I would not have any financial
worries, and therefore, everything else in life would simply fall into
place.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Right?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Wrong! I soon found out, a stable career and enough
money do not equate to a perfect relationship.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I still required healing from my lonely and unstable childhood.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So, in some way, I am grateful for my two
failed marriages.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">I would never have the opportunity to heal had I not traveled this
journey.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The
fear of leaving my husband was the result of not knowing the future.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How was I going to make it?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where do I begin?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Do I get a lawyer?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where will I live?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How will it affect my son?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was overwhelmed with all the questions
running around in my head.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But as I took
each step forward, my questions were answered dispelling each of my fears.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The key is to take that first step forward.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">The
fears we face in life are often the fear of the unknown.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Fear of the future. Fear of change.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Fear of making a long, difficult journey. Fear
of failure.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Fear of pain.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We fear making that phone call, because we
fear rejection.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We fear going back to
college, because we are scared of failing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We fear applying for our dream job, because we fear being let-down.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We fear leaving an unhealthy relationship,
because we fear change and starting over.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">We
will encounter many fears and obstacles along our journey.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our fears will seem intimidating and insurmountable
at first.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, when we arm ourselves
with knowledge and take one step at a time, these fears will fade away.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Similar to the monsters we thought were under
our bed, our grown-up fears turn out to be illusions as well. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just remember it’s normal to feel fear when we
are pushing the envelope, making a significant life change, and chartering new
territory.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That fear is your heart’s intuition
whispering in your ear, “It’s going to be worth it.”</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">“Your vision will become
clear only when you can look into your own heart.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">~Carl Jung<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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struggled for months to write this part of my story.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I finally realized I didn’t need to know all the
answers to write this post.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I only
needed to write it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">So this is how the story goes.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBHVDtIxaJ7eJFpsH8grA-ErvCXMLCCM9YYny6x65o7OcHb7aK85WhfP5rHcRHmHNPmJgNEAx7-GQd21zZRYkJCm0AXCq771gNYzy8IutJXv4-OgU2fa28ej0SQUKOZ37CEaxaen1plagd/s1600/healing+heart.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="264" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBHVDtIxaJ7eJFpsH8grA-ErvCXMLCCM9YYny6x65o7OcHb7aK85WhfP5rHcRHmHNPmJgNEAx7-GQd21zZRYkJCm0AXCq771gNYzy8IutJXv4-OgU2fa28ej0SQUKOZ37CEaxaen1plagd/s320/healing+heart.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I married my abuser for my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I didn’t
know he was an abuser at the time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hardly
knew him at all.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had worked together
for a year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had dined together at
restaurants, toured the streets of Prague, hiked around Czech Raj and danced at
the nightclubs in Hradec Kralove.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But as
with most relationships, I could not predict how cohabitating and raising a
child together would be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I only wanted a
father for my son.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">And
now I struggle every day with determining the level of involvement that father should
have in my son’s life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">How
much involvement should an abuser have in their child’s life?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is no easy answer, and there certainly is
not just one answer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">One
of my fears when separating from my husband was how it would affect my son. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But at first, the thought of my ex having any
contact with my son scared the hell out of me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>After my ex began his Anger Management program, I allowed my ex to visit
with my son in public while I was present.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I was hesitant, but I needed to see with my own eyes the interaction
between my son and his dad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>During the
next visit my ex had my son alone for the day, but brought him home at
night.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As my trust slowly strengthened, my
son spent the weekend with his dad and stayed at our neighbors’ house. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">Let
me be clear.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This was not easy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But as per our agreement, my ex was allowed
to visit my son every other weekend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>With
each visit I was confronted with tightness in my chest and queasiness in my
stomach.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Each visit I was a bundle of
nerves thinking of the myriad of possible outcomes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I realize that much of the anxiety and worry was
manufactured in my head.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But please know
that as I stood on that Florida beach on my wedding day in front of our
families seven years ago, the thought of being assaulted by my soon-to-be-husband
never ran through my mind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Once a
previously unimaginable assault is perpetrated by your best friend and lover,
your reality is irreversibly and significantly altered.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What could I possibly believe was true?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What was real and what was imagined?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had no idea anymore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I still don’t.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">The
first time my son was to spend the weekend with his dad alone, I agreed to
allow his dad to pick him up from school.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I dutifully left the booster seat and a bag of clothes in my son’s
classroom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My ex was to fly in and head
straight to my son’s school from the airport.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>This whole prospect scared me. I had no idea what evil plan may lay in
my ex’s mind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I tried to have faith that
everything would be okay.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But as Ronald
Reagan was fond of saying, “Trust, but verify.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I
called my ex shortly after he was to pick up my son from school.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No answer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I waited 10 minutes and tried again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>No answer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I tried to reassure
myself that maybe his cellphone had died.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Maybe he left his phone on the plane.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Maybe my ex was just being an asshole and purposely not answering.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But because I could no longer trust reality,
I imagined the possibility that my ex had kidnapped my son and at that very
minute was headed to the airport for a flight to England. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or heaven forbid, worse. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These negative thoughts made me nauseous.
Because how could I without a doubt know what was realistic anymore?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And how could I live if something happened to
my son?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I
realize there are those who would say, “Now, Donna, that’s just crazy
talk.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You worry too much.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, maybe.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But maybe not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How am I supposed
to know anymore?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My world has been
turned upside down.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">After
a torturous 40 minutes, my ex finally answered the phone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The two of them had gone through the school’s
book fair, and my ex had supposedly left his phone in the car.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">As
time passed, his dad’s visits became less frequent.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A month would go by.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Two months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Three months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Each time I was
initiating his visits.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Hey, your son
asked about you.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Hey, your son’s piano
recital is soon, and he asked if you were going to be there.” And “his birthday
party is coming up.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Do plan on being
there?”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">The
most heart wrenching occasion I called his dad about visiting was last
summer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">My
son became obsessed with building a “gerbil house.” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At the time my son was fascinated with “inventions”
and drawing building plans.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He had drawn
up “plans” for the design of a five story gerbil house complete with bathtub,
lights, and a motor-driven treadmill.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
spent an afternoon in the garage rummaging through the toolbox and reviewing
tools we might need to build the gerbil house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He then insisted we take a trip to the local Home Depot to research
possible materials we would need to build this gerbil house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We examined wiring, tile, plumbing,
carpeting, roof tile, and plywood.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We spoke
with the man in the lumber department about the best way to install the floors
and how thick the plywood should be.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I
knew what was coming next.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Eventually,
he would want to actually <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">build</b> this
crazy, five-story gerbil house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And as
independent and mechanically inclined as I like to think I am, I was not
relishing the idea of using a saw or other power tools I might need for this
project.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hammer, yes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Electric drill, yes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Electric circular saw, no.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Besides, I didn’t even own any electric saws
much less felt comfortable using one.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I
thought this would be an excellent father and son project.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So, I called his dad.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I’m
not sure why I bothered. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sadly, his dad wasn’t
interested.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>His dad said, “No.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I could not believe it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I knew his dad was a jerk, but to pass up an
opportunity building a woodworking project with his seven year old son was
inconceivable.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But he did.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">His
disinterest bothered me more than I thought.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I was astonished.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was disheartened.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What kind of dad doesn’t want to hang out
with his son in the garage hammering and sawing all day? <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It blew my mind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then it broke my heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Much to my surprise and disgust, I
cried.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">I
cried for the little boy who was the most precious thing in my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cried for the sweet, innocent boy who didn’t
have a mean bone in his body and did not deserve any of this.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cried for the boy with a beautiful soul and
big heart that deserved a hell of a better dad than the one he was stuck with.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And maybe I cried a little for myself that
day because I had let my son down by marrying his stupid, selfish dad.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">But
life goes on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So I dried my tears and
reviewed my options.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Ask a male
co-worker to help my son build his dream gerbil house?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Too awkward.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Build it myself?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Definitely not
safe.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Ask my brother who lived four and
half hours away?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Nah, he had a six month
old son at home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Ask my dad? <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My dad was 70, retired, and has some health
issues, but he had power tools and knows how to use them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hmmm, it just might work.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But would he be willing?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wasn’t sure, so I gave my ol’ dad a
call.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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retired and on his own, my dad was delighted to be needed and acted like a
little boy before Christmas.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The next
weekend he happily drove the four hours from his house to ours with the trunk
of his car full of power tools and various electric saws.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He was more than happy to have a project to
work on and to be of some use to his grandson.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>My dad, my son and I spent the weekend measuring, sawing, and hammering
my son’s gerbil house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My son directed
my dad and I on building the house, measured and marked the wood, and learned
to hammer a nail.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>By Sunday, we had
built my son’s five story gerbil house to his specifications.<span style="mso-no-proof: yes;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And </span>the
weekend was as much a bonding experience between my dad and I as it was for my
son and his grandfather.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">These
days my son’s dad visits maybe once every two or three months which I think is
just fine. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am still a bit anxious during
these visits, but I try to have faith and not worry.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">Over
the past year, <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">I have learned much about
acceptance</b>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where I was once forcing
the visits to happen, I now accept <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">I
cannot control my son’s relationship with his dad.</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cannot force his dad to visit.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cannot force his dad to care.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cannot force my son and his dad’s
relationship to be perfect.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The best I
can do is to observe my son and listen to my heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And while my son does not specifically talk
about his dad or his feelings, he does not exhibit any signs that he is
frightened to see his dad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And he does not express any sadness or loneliness
to live his life hanging out with just his old mom. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Instead he joyfully explains to me his “inventions”
and “gerbil house plans.” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He excitedly informs
me what Hermione, Ron and Harry are up to in his current Harry Potter book. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He looks to me when he asks, “How is
lightening made, Mom?” and “Where do bald eagles live?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif";">So
I will continue listening to my son and opening my heart allowing it to guide
me. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Cambria","serif"; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="font-size: small;">And
as I open my heart in the quiet of the night after my son is in bed, this is
what it reveals. “My son is healthy, happy, learning and thriving just fine without
his dad.” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And that is all a parent can
ask. <3<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 10pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">You
can get so confused<br />
that you'll start in to race<br />
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace<br />
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,<br />
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.<br />
The Waiting Place...<br />
...for people just waiting.</span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 10pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">~ Dr. Seuss</span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">One afternoon
a couple years ago, my son, who was five, was watching a DVD about the Spanish
Amada or maybe Sir Francis Drake.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He
proceeded to tell my mom all about the history of Queen Elizabeth I and the war
between England and Spain, then went back to watching his DVD.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My mom amazed at his knowledge said “One day,
E is going to be teacher.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I responded,
“I’m hoping he’ll be a lawyer or a professor.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>At this point E realized we were talking about him and decides to
contribute in his five year old worldly wisdom, <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">“I think I will just be myself.”</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">With a
clarity and simplicity about the world that only children possess, he
decisively reminded us silly adults that his choice of profession is ultimately
insignificant as long as he remains true to himself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Adults insist on labeling, classifying, judging,
deciding and affirming everything and everyone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Adults must shove, push and squash everyone into a nice, clean, concise
category when we really need to Let Go.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I was reminded of this recently while
visiting the orthopedic doctor’s office for pain in my left hip. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was asked to fill out the New Patient Forms
as is the case when visiting a new doctor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I sat down with the clipboard and pen and dutifully filled in my name,
gender, date of birth, and address.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
came to “Marital Status.” I stopped. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My choices
were “Single, Married, Divorced, Widowed.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Hmmmmm.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where’s the “Separated
for Over a Year, but Ex is an Asshole and Will Not Sign the Settlement Papers” choice?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was unable to find it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I never gave
this question much thought in my married days. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But now being neither married nor divorced,
what should I answer?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How about
Nothing?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Why do they care?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What the hell does my marital status have to
do with treating my hip anyway?!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Will
the doc give me different medication if I am widowed as opposed to
divorced?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Will I have different physical
therapy if I am single opposed to married?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Hell, I gave my emergency contact as my mom, can’t you figure it out? <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">And so I left it
blank.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I am
living my life in limbo in "The Waiting Place."<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am no longer married, but I cannot yet call
myself divorced or single.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">So what am I?
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For the most part I live my day to day
life as if I’m divorced.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I call my son’s
dad, my “ex” rather than my “soon-to-be ex”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>“Soon-to-be-ex” is much too complicated to explain to my co-workers and
acquaintances.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, the law would
say I am “legally separated.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would
say I am none of the above. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I am myself.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">My not being
divorced is not for lack of trying.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My
ex and I physically separated 18 months ago and legally separated 14 months ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I still don’t have those stupid signed
separation settlement papers in my little fist.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I have no documentation on file with the court to dictate custody, child
support, visitation, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We do have an
unsigned set of papers that we loosely adhere to.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, according to the papers, my ex has visitation
every other weekend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He doesn’t visit.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My ex has my son every other holiday.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He doesn’t take him.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">What he does do
is pay child support late every month.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> He visits roughly every two months on some random schedule only known to him. </span>He
continually threatens to stop child support. He
insists he shouldn’t be required pay the agreed amount regardless that it’s
less than the state’s calculated child support amount.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And he threatens to move back to England
every other week, so he doesn’t have to pay anything at all.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Basically, he
tries to manipulate and control me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
shouldn’t be surprised.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As a
narcissistic abuser, he will continue believing he is above the law. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He will continue thinking he is superior to
everyone else.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Could I survive without child
support?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, I could.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Would it be easy?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But why should I let him walk away from his duty as a father?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My ex now makes double my salary.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Double.</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So, will I continue taking his money?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hell, yeah.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I’m going to make him pay for his son as is his duty as a father and as required
by law.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ll keep taking his child
support until he makes good on his threats and moves back to England.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">In the
meantime, I can deal with his manipulation and controlling behavior. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have to admit it does bother me at
times.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I am in a much better place emotionally
than I was a year ago or even six months ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I’ve learned to realize there are things out my control and things in my
control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve learned not to overreact,
to take deep breaths, and then calmly decide what to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>His threats and his actions are out of my
control<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But how I respond to his threats and manipulation IS something I CAN
control. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I’ve learned
to let his bluster go in one ear and out the other.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He has made his threats so long and often
there is no weight behind them any longer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>When he starts yelling and threatening me I hold the phone away from my ear
and then, at a pause, I try talking calmly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>If that doesn’t work, I calmly inform him I’m hanging up, I say goodbye,
and press “End.” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can tell you that
listening to him rant and not responding in kind brings me so much satisfaction.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Not
rising to the occasion means he is no longer in control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>And what an amazing accomplishment that is!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">In addition,
I am eliminating his ability to threaten non-payment by filing paperwork with the
Child Support Enforcement office.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m
really not sure why the hell I haven’t done this by now, but my attorneys didn’t
think it was necessary originally and it would take too long if we could work
out a verbal agreement.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But at this
point, our house is sold, custody is definitely not an issue; so why wait for
settlement papers to be filed?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The Child
Support Enforcement papers will go in the mail on Monday, and then hopefully,
there will be no more threats and no more manipulation because his child
support payment will be out of HIS control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Then maybe I can finally make my way through this land of limbo.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Even if our
lives are in limbo, because we are waiting on some decision, a date, or a piece
of paperwork; we are not helpless.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>First, realize what is <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">not</b> in
your control, and choose how you will respond.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><strong>Your response is in your
control.</strong><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In most cases, the best choice
is detachment and acceptance.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Second,
determine what <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">is</b> in your control
and take action. If there’s one thing I’ve learned in my career that holds true
in my journey of divorce is to <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">be
proactive</b>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Otherwise, you are still a
victim to others’ whims and wants. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Don’t
wait for something to happen.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Form a
plan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Do your research.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Set priorities.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then execute your plan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If it fails, so what?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You stood up and took action.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s better than sitting at home on your butt
waiting for things to happen <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">to </b>you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Make another plan and try again. As my mom
always told me, “If at first you don’t succeed; try, try, try again.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Eventually, you will get somewhere.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You will transverse the murky land of limbo. You will leave the Waiting Place behind.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And you will do it by taking action, being
proactive, and by not being a victim.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">You are a survivor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And more importantly, you are yourself. :o)<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-38734504763328337232012-06-03T14:25:00.001-07:002012-06-17T18:30:34.128-07:0015 Things I've Learned Since Sending My Husband to Jail<div style="text-align: center;">
"<span id="lblQuote">Once you stop learning, you start dying."</span></div>
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~ Albert Einstein</div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">1.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";">
</span></span></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Being alone is okay</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"> and actually quite liberating.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s no longer necessary to exhaust yourself pleasing
someone else.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Being alone means you now
have time and energy discovering what pleases <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">you</b> and experiencing the activities <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">you</b> enjoy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You can learn new
skills and grow into the woman you wish to be. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Practice yoga, go running, learn to draw, or go
for a hike.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There are a multitude of
activities to perform or skills to learn to take care of yourself and <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">be you</b>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">How to change out the battery on my
riding lawn mower.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Just remember wear leather
gloves and shoes, don’t stand in water, and red equals <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">HOT</b>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Don’t forget to laugh!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Laugh
like a kid.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Giggle</b>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Laugh so hard your stomach hurts and your
eyes water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Laugh when your day is hectic
and stressful and you can’t possibly handle one more thing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Laughing helps you keep your perspective on
what’s important and what’s not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As long
as you are alive, you have a reason to laugh. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Plus, you will achieve the added health
benefit of releasing endorphins in your system and relieving stress.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">How
to obtain a restraining order.</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No
matter which state you live, you can go to your county courthouse and obtain a
restraining order.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you are in an
abusive relationship and you feel threatened or afraid, GO!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The
restraining order is there to help you and quite possibly will save your life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Use
it!</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The judge is on YOUR side and will
protect you and your children as long as you provide reasonable justification
for the order.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";">
</span></span></span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">My
son is okay without his dad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Probably </b></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Browallia New";">better</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">.</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My son is no
longer in a tense, stressful and unstable environment. While I am saddened that
a dad is not in my son’s life, he is no longer exposed to an arrogant,
selfish individual who does not respect women and resorts to violence to solve
problems.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No son should learn those
types of skills.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Rather he should learn how to love passionately but gently, speak
confidently but calmly and above all, to respect women. <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">How to remove a spark plug from the
lawn mower, clean, and replace.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You need
a ratchet, a spark plug socket, some WD-40 and your ex’s favorite golf
shirt.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You will find the lawn mower runs
much more efficiently with a clean spark plug.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">I
am not crazy and never was.</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cared for a person without the emotional
capability or fortitude to care for anyone but himself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Caring for someone like that can you make you
feel crazy, but you are NOT.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">8.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";">
</span></span></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Life is short!</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>There is nothing wrong with wanting to be happy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You deserve it. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Do not waste your days waiting on someone to
change.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">They won’t.<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">9.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Just when you think you can’t possibly
handle one more obstacle in your life, it turns out <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">you can</b>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">10.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">How to charge the car’s air
conditioning unit without paying $1000 dollars.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Go to the local Auto Zone or equivalent and buy a $40 can of refrigerant
with hose and gauge included.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Follow
directions on the can.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Charging your AC
a couple times a summer is a hell of a lot cheaper than fixing your AC.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At least, it can get you through until you
are in a better place financially.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">11.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">There is absolutely no reason to put up
with a guy’s bullshit and compromise your ideals, wants and needs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you find yourself doing more of the
calling, initiating or bending, <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">walk
away</b>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You deserve better.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">It’s
better to be alone than to be with someone who makes you miserable.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">12.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Self-help
books really do help.</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Don’t be embarrassed to read them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">13.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">Go to a therapist, counselor, or psychologist.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>While confiding in a friend or relative can
be comforting, they won’t necessarily have the tools or insight to help you
heal and recover. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A professional has
counseled others in similar situations and will offer methods of coping with
trauma, depression and anxiety.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Constantia; mso-fareast-font-family: Constantia;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">14.<span style="font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 7pt/normal "Times New Roman";"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";">How to set boundaries.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As I wrote in a previous <a href="http://elfladyschronicles.blogspot.com/2012/01/sometimes-setting-boundaries-hurts.html"><span style="color: blue;">blog
post</span></a>, sometimes setting boundaries hurts, but they are necessary for your healing
and recovery.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Set boundaries by determining
what you are willing and not willing to accept in new and existing relationships.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe we are no longer willing to accept
a friend’s constant drama and crisis.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Maybe we are no longer willing to accept a relative’s constant criticism.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or maybe we are no longer willing to accept a
relationship with someone who is emotionally unavailable.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If so, communicate your boundary and stand by
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You will feel your load lighten freeing
yourself to focus on your <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">own </b>needs.</span></div>
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each and every tiny, wonderful moment in your beautiful, magical life!</span></b><span style="font-family: "Constantia","serif";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Keep a <a href="http://elfladyschronicles.blogspot.com/2012/01/practicing-gratitude.html"><span style="color: blue;">gratitude
journal</span></a>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know that sometimes life
is hard, but practicing gratitude is a reminder that <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">your crazy and chaotic life is still worth living.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>:o)</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-25461852397076738222012-05-27T14:09:00.000-07:002012-06-22T16:58:19.413-07:00Why I Will Not Remain Silent<div style="text-align: center;">
“Never, never be afraid to do what's right, especially if the well-being of a person or animal is at stake. Society's punishments are small compared to the wounds we inflict on our soul when we look the other way.” <br />
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Today a friend remarked that he didn't understand how I could continue writing about my story without going crazy. How could I keep reliving my abuse? <br />
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So I question, "Why AM I still writing? Should I stop?"<br />
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I have blogged for five months sharing my journey of survival and healing after domestic violence. In the beginning, I blogged anonymously. Eventually, I shared my blog with trusted friends who would not judge me. Then I slowly revealed myself sharing my story on my personal Facebook page and telling certain coworkers and additional friends about my blog.</div>
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In sharing my journey I have connected with beautiful, strong women from across the United States as well as from the United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, India and other countries. I have discovered friends, coworkers and neighbors who are also survivors. This web of interconnections has helped me heal and become stronger and more confident.</div>
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However, I must confess there are occasions when I question my reasons for blogging and wonder if I should continue. Why am I doing this? To feel validated? To gain attention or sympathy? Am I blogging for the right reasons? Sometimes I'm tired and want to move on and live a normal life again. Sometimes I wonder if my blogging makes an impact. Maybe people are tired of hearing me drone on and on about surviving and healing. Blah, blah, blah. "Yeah, whatever, Donna. Get over it!"<br />
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Maybe I should.<br />
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But the one hurdle that I cannot get over and does not allow me to remain silent is my awareness of the pervasive attitude that only "dumbass redneck" men commit acts of domestic violence. And then I read of yet another woman has been murdered by her intimate partner. Stacked on top of this woman's senseless death is watching our lawmakers pass laws limiting women's access to health care, equal pay and domestic violence support which only drives home the fact that women continue to be second-class citizens in this country. <strong> Every day in the U.S., "more than three women are murdered by their husbands or boyfriends."</strong><br />
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And this is why I will NOT remain silent. <br />
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As long as our culture perpetuates the perception that domestic violence is only committed by "dumbass rednecks" and women are treated like second class citizens, I will not remain silent. <strong>Unfortunately, the issue of domestic violence will not become a priority until our society stops treating women as"less than" men and is awakened to the fact that domestic violence occurs to the rich, poor, black and white.</strong><br />
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According to the <a href="http://www.thehotline.org/"><strong>National Domestic Violence Hotline</strong>,</a> "Domestic violence can happen to anyone of any race, age, sexual orientation, religion or gender. It can happen to couples who are married, living together or who are dating. Domestic violence affects people of all socioeconomic backgrounds and education levels."<br />
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Guess what? Domestic violence is occurring next door in your suburban, affluent, gated community. Domestic violence is occurring to your coworker whether you work at Wal-Mart, IBM, McDonald's or Bank of America. You just don't know which coworker, because she hides her bruises on her arms and wrists by wearing long sleeves. Domestic violence is happening to your child's teacher. She's too ashamed to tell anyone, so she holds back her tears and courageously puts a smile on her face. Domestic violence is happening to your friend. She is too scared and embarrassed to confide in you. She's afraid you won't believe her.<br />
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Don't you get it? I'm embarrassed to say I didn't until it happened to me. Whether we would like to believe it or not, <strong>domestic violence is happening next door every day of every week</strong>. Abuse is waging it's war against your best friend, your neighbor, your co-worker, your hairdresser, or your child's teacher. Maybe you'd like to think it is not happening in YOUR neighborhood. Sadly, it is. You aren't aware, because your friends and neighbors are embarrassed and ashamed, and you want to believe it's not possible and turn away.<br />
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According to psychotherpist, Susan Weitzman, Ph.D in her book <u><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0465090745?ie=UTF8&tag=wwwnottopeoplelc&link_code=as3&camp=211189&creative=373489&creativeASIN=0465090745">"Not to People Like Us": Hidden Abuse in Upscale Marriages</a></u>, the women she interviewed "stated their silence was due to the fear that others would doubt their stories because 'marital abuse doesn't happen...to people like us...with education...in this neighborhood." There is a common thread of fear of being disbelieved, embarrassment and shame, and rejection by friends and relatives.<br />
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This fear doesn't only occur within upscale marriages. This same shame and embarrassment can be found in middle and upper-middle class marriages as well. I possessed this fear, shame, guilt and embarrassment. Domestic violence isn't supposed to occur to women like me, college educated as an engineer, business savvy, and working in a man's world. I thought I was confident enough, feisty enough, intelligent enough that I would never place myself in the position of being abused. But I wasn't. And if it can happen to this feisty, college-educated woman, abuse can happen to anyone.<br />
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Domestic violence affects the rich, the affluent, the middle class, and the poor. Domestic violence happens to the lawyer, the executive, the teacher, the nurse, and the maid. Domestic violence is perpetrated against the woman on welfare and the woman in the corner office. Domestic violence is a virus. There are no exceptions, and there is no vaccine.<br />
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This secret and shameful abuse will persist behind closed doors until our society realizes that domestic violence affects everyone. The controlling, intimidation, and withholding of money will continue against your coworker. The yelling, name-calling, and put-downs will continue against your friend. The pushing, shoving, kicking, and punching will continue to be endured by your neighbor until we as a society stop turning our heads and finally realize that violence, whether it's experienced by the single low-income mother of five or the married attorney with the six-figure salary, is unacceptable. <br />
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As long as our culture, our lawmakers, husbands, fathers, brothers, and most important, we, ourselves--treat women as second-class citizens, domestic violence will continue to be endured. Gloria Steinem has said, "Don't think about making women fit the world - think about making the world fit women." <br />
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The time is now to face the facts that domestic violence is not something that happens to "other" people. The time is now to stop turning our heads and looking the other way. <br />
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And the time is now, as victims, survivors, friends, and women, to stand up. Share your story. Support your friend. Stop being embarrassed. Stop being ashamed. Ask your neighbor if she's okay. Let your voice be heard. <br />
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<strong>Shout it out with the full force of your womanly lungs, "ENOUGH!"</strong> And only then will this world be fit for women and domestic violence be eliminated for all.<br />
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<br /></div>Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-38089688035382106802012-04-27T12:00:00.002-07:002012-05-27T14:14:42.227-07:00New Beginnings - A Time of Change<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;">"No,
this is not the beginning of a new chapter in my life; this is the beginning of
a new book! That first book is already closed, ended, and tossed into the seas;
this new book is newly opened, has just begun! Look, it is the first page! And
it is a beautiful one!"</span></span></span></em></span></div>
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Today is Earth Day. And here in the southeastern United States, we are
definitely in the throes of spring. My rose bushes are weighted down with an
abundance of red blooms, green lizards are running across my deck, trees are
green with their new leaves, irises and azaleas are blooming, and blue herons
are building their nests. With this abundance of color and growth, I reflect on
renewal and new beginnings. <o:p></o:p><br />
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Today marks one year of being legally separated from my abuser. North
Carolina divorce law requires married couples to be separated for a year with
no attempts of reconciliation. My husband last attacked me on December 26,
2010. I called the police, and they took him to jail. Upon release from jail he flew
immediately to Tennessee where he had been living since November. My husband
was required to attend anger management and parenting classes. Ten weeks into
his anger management classes, my husband said he wanted us to be a family
again. I had hopes my husband had learned from his mistakes and had evolved
into a more compassionate person. So we attempted to reconcile in the spring of
2011. <o:p></o:p><br />
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We visited the mountains of North Carolina with our son during his school's
spring break. As a family we hiked the trails and visited craft and antique
shops. I had the unrealistic expectation that he would be a changed man. Unfortunately,
this was not the case. We continued to argue, and I could see his anger boiling
beneath the surface. He blamed me for all our problems. He would not acknowledge
any responsibility for his actions the night he assaulted me. I walked on
eggshells the remainder of the week worrying he would blow up.<o:p></o:p><br />
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I know now that no amount of anger management classes will change the essence
of a person's soul. If they are an arrogant, selfish, uncompassionate narcissist,
they always will be. They will continue to believe they are superior, above the
law, and unaccountable for their actions.<br />
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So upon returning home, I found the resolve to tell my husband I no longer
wanted to continue our relationship. I had enough and I wanted out. I contacted
my lawyers the next day and once again began the proceedings for legal
separation. The date was April 22, 2011.<o:p></o:p><br />
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My son and I have traveled a long road this past year, but our present
position is relaxed and joyful. I was initially fearful about our future. Would
I have enough money? Would my son be sad without his dad? But we are doing
okay. We have lived in our cozy, peaceful house for the past year with our new
puppy. My son is happy and carefree. I am calm and much less tense. We are
healing, growing and thriving.<o:p></o:p><br />
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And now, we will make another transition. <o:p></o:p><br />
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The house my ex and I bought five years ago has been on the market for the
past 8 months and has finally sold. We have three weeks before we need to move
out. Remaining in the house this past year and not experiencing the upheaval of
moving has been a blessing for my son and I. However, I am looking forward to a
new environment with no lingering memories of my ex and I arguing and being
shoved against the wall and definitely the memory of that last night.<o:p></o:p><br />
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Material reminders remain as well. He left many of his dress and golf shirts
in his closet. Although I moved them to the guest room closet, his presence and
odor still hang on those hangers. I have attempted to remove other reminders of
our time together. The stupid ugly comforter he made me buy remained on the bed for a
short time until I bought my own fluffy, pretty green one. His ugly electric teapot
sat on the kitchen counter until I recently purchased my own stainless
steel Krups teapot. But no matter how many material items I try to eliminate,
the memories still linger in the dark recesses of the house like dust bunnies
uncovered at the most unexpected moments.<o:p></o:p><br />
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My son and I will leave these bad memories behind this coming May. I found a
spacious apartment full of light near my place of work and my son's school. The
apartment is located above a Thai restaurant in a "urban" community
with multiple restaurants and shops. Living in this apartment will give me time
to find a house we can call our own. In the meantime, I am eagerly anticipating
a vibrant summer of less driving, new friends, and new adventures in our
lively, new community.<br />
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For a permanent home, I am considering building a house in a beautiful, eclectic community I've
discovered with a pool and playground about five minutes from my son's school and my
place of work. The most significant feature of this house is my ability to
define its design. I will choose the floor plan, the wall colors, the flooring
and the fixtures. I will create my own peaceful space of comfort, love, and
renewal. A space where my son and I can make new memories. Memories of walking
to the playground where my son will meet new friends. Memories of my son
playing in his new playroom with castles, centaurs, dragons, kings and queens.
Memories of my son and I meeting new neighbors and inviting them over for
dinner. Memories of my son and I snuggling on the sofa eating popcorn. Memories
of sitting on my little patio reading a good book. Memories of sleeping in my
own bed in my own room with noone to tell me what to do, how or when. And
memories of decorating my own home and creating a beautiful sanctuary for
myself and my son.<o:p></o:p><br />
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While I will miss this old house and my wonderful neighbors, I look forward
in anticipation to moving to a new environment and experiencing new adventures.
As I walk out this house one final time, I will be satisfied to close its door
and leave its dark memories behind. Because I know new memories full of light, laughter and love await to be created. :o)<o:p></o:p><br />
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<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-85951808764414066952012-04-09T18:45:00.001-07:002012-04-27T12:05:16.324-07:00Running with One Headlight: Learning Acceptance<div style="text-align: center;">
“I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.”<br />
- Maya Angelou</div>
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I was having writer's block. Or maybe it's called blogger's block. Ideas bounced around in my mind, but nothing was inspiring me. So I decided to go for a run. <br />
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I began executing my "pre-run" routine. I began drinking lots of water, ate a healthy breakfast of blueberry Greek yogurt, and some crackers with roasted-garlic hummus. I took my multi-vitamin and my B-complex vitamin for extra energy. I put on my wicking performance top, my Athleta running skort, a pair of dual-layer, wicking running socks, and my carefully selected and sized running shoes from a local boutique running shop. I grabbed my Timex Ironman watch. As I placed the watch on my wrist I noticed there was no display. The battery must be dead. Hmmmm. Okay, no problem. I can monitor time on my iPhone. Next, I looked for my ear buds so I could listen to my tunes. My music is a must-have for inspiration during my run. Where are my ear buds? Then it hit me. Damn! I left them at work. Okay. This can be easily solved in the modern world. I hopped in my car and drove to the local CVS pharmacy and bought a new pair of earbuds and a couple bottles of nail polish for later. :o) Done. I returned home, opened up the annoying plastic packaging encompassing the ear buds, grabbed my iPhone that acts as my MP3 player, filled up my water bottle, got back in the car, and headed for the running trail.<br />
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I decided that given my freedom of being on my own this weekend, I was going to run somewhere more adventurous than running through my neighborhood. So I headed out to a "rails to trails" trail not far from my house. Walkers, runners, cyclists and horseback riders flock to this trial for exercise, fresh air and communing with nature. I was excited to be able run on such a gorgeous day and was looking forward to running on the dirt trail surrounded by the trees, birds and other fitness, nature lovers like myself.<br />
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As I walked down to the trail I put my earbuds in my ears and scrolled through the music menu for my "Running" playlist. I was fired up to listen to my new songs just added, Katy Perry's "Part of Me" and Anastacia's "One Day in Your Life" among others. As I scrolled down through the list of songs, my heart sunk. The songs were not there. Noooooooooo. Where are they? No, this can not be! <br />
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But then I knew exactly what happened. The previous night I had synced my iPhone to iTunes on my computer so I could pull my new songs off my iPhone and burn a new CD for my car. Damn iTunes! How I hate you! My newly added inspirational songs I needed for my run were gone. <br />
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Alright, I'm on the trail. May as well take advantage of it even if I have to make do with my old, worn-out songs I've listened to a hundred times. Blah!<br />
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So I started running admiring the scenery, breathing the fresh air, waving to other people on the trail walking, running, and biking. This isn't so bad, even if I am listening to "Tik Tok" by Ke$ha.<br />
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But then another crisis awaited. Pain began shooting up through my right quadricep and hamstring. What the hell? I just had a massage two days before. Why would my legs be sore? I kept running trying to run through the pain. Come on, Donna. You can do this. Keep running. I tried. I finally had to stop and walk. Damn! Damn, damn, damn! What the heck?! It's a beautiful day. My lungs feel good. I have lots of energy. Why is my leg sore???? So I stopped and did some stretches hoping that would do the trick. <br />
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Okay, feels better. Let's run. So I ran for another 5 minutes until the pain became unbearable again. Damn! Okay, let's walk. Stretch, try again. I proceeded in the following manner for the next 2 miles. Run, pain, walk, stretch and repeat. By this time I was getting pretty bummed. Do I turn around? No! I didn't want to give up just yet. I continued moving forward. And finally, the pain in my right leg was a bit milder. So I kept running. <br />
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And running and running and running. <br />
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The pain was gone! Thank you!!!! And I kept running. I turned around at 2.5 miles knowing no matter what I would complete 5 miles whether I had to walk or crawl back in. And I kept running listening to my old, worn-out tunes.<br />
From "Stayin Alive" by the BeeGees,<br />
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<em>"Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother</em></div>
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<em> you're stayin' alive, stayin' alive." </em></div>
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Yes! I am staying alive. My muscles are moving. My body is strong. My lungs are working. I admired the beauty of the dogwood trees and honeysuckles blooming. I sucked in deep breaths of the clean, fresh air. <br />
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Mile 3. From "One Headlight" by the Wallflowers,<br />
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<em>"Hey, come on try a little <br />Nothing is forever <br />There's got to be something
better than <br />In the middle."<br />But me & Cinderella <br />We put it all
together <br />We can drive it home <br />With one headlight "</em></div>
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That's right. Nothing is forever. Try a little. I'm going to finish this run with one sore leg or one headlight. I waved to a few more people and smiled.<br />
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Mile 4. From "Not Myself Tonight" by Christina Aguilera,<br />
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<em>"Cause I'm Doing Things That I Normally Won't Do<br />The Old Me's Gone I Feel Brand New<br />And If You Don't Like It F*ck You"</em></div>
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Yep, this is the new me. The me that faces fear head on. The me that doesn't take any bullsh*t. The me that enjoys being on my own. The me that sets boundaries and surrounds myself with positive people. So, if you don't like the new me, f*ck you. You go, Christina! I squared my shoulders and held my a head a little higher.</div>
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Mile 5. From "S&M" by Rihanna:</div>
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<em>"Na na na na<br />Come on<br />Come on<br />Come on<br />I like it<br />Like it<br />Come on<br />Come on<br />Come on<br />I like it<br />Like it<br />Come on<br />Come on<br />Come on"</em></div>
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Last mile. My left knee was getting sore. Come on. Come on. Come on. Na na na na. You can do it, Donna! Come on, Come on, Come on. I really needed the encouragement at this point. My knee ached. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breath in. Breathe out.<br />
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As I ran the last mile in, I realized one of the crucial elements of healing and recovery after abuse is <strong>acceptance</strong>. We survived. But to heal and move forward, we must learn acceptance. Accept yourself. Accept your present circumstances may not be what you intended. Accept your life may not be perfect now or ever. So stop floundering. Maybe you have a sore leg. Or a sore heart. Maybe you don't have the right tunes on your iPod. Maybe your living arrangements are difficult. Maybe you don't have the money you need or the job you want. Maybe your future is uncertain. But accept it. Then make a plan. Set goals. But remember the goal is not the destination. The goal is only to support you moving forward. To allow you to dream. To understand that "nothing is forever." You are not "stuck in the middle". The journey is the destination. Feel gratitude for your present circumstances and the journey. When you reach your goal, set new goals. Because once you stop living and moving, you die. By continuing to move forward, you will thrive. But first, accept this day the Universe has given you. Because it's beautiful whether you have the right songs on your iPod or not. You are stayin alive. Nothing is forever. The old you is gone. Come on! You can reach your goals with a sore leg, a sore heart, and one headlight. And I promise you. You will reach your destination as long as you accept your situation and keep moving. So, come on! Let's go! <br />
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<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-19155622921821321872012-03-24T07:10:00.000-07:002012-04-27T12:05:34.846-07:00Are Your Sure There's No "War on Women"?Are you absolutely certain there is no Republican "War on Women"? Because I'm a little frightened to be a woman in this country right now, and from where I'm standing I feel like I am under attack. Women are being bombarded with legislature at the state and federal level aimed at taking away our rights. And Republicans are leading the charge.<br />
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First, let's talk about the <strong>Blunt Amendment.</strong> In retaliation to the Obama administration's birth control coverage rule, Republican Senators attempted to add the amendment to a highway funding bill that would allow not only religious groups but any employer to reject covering individual aspects of health insurance they find morally questionable, not just contraception. This amendment would essentially require women to ask their employers permission to use birth control pills, get a mammogram or a PAP smear. Anything. Fortunately, the amendment did not pass, but what the hell were the Republicans thinking? Should we require men walk into their bosses' office when they feel horny and announce they are taking Viagra tonight, because they have a feeling they are going to get lucky? Considering the odds their boss is a man, they would probably say, "That's great! Glad someone is getting some." And if their boss is one of the 20 million <strong>Rush Limbaugh</strong> radio listeners, they will likely ask to watch the video of the Viagra in use. <br />
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But unlike Viagra, oral contraceptives are prescribed to protect a women's health. Apparently, Rush and his similarly narrow-minded counterparts have trouble understanding this part. As Sandra Fluke eventually was able to present to Democratic members of the House of Representatives, oral contraceptives are prescribed to regulate polycystic ovarian syndrome which can lead to decreased infertility. Or in my case, nearly death.<br />
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Let me tell you a story. When I was 15, I began to have a sharp, incapacitating pain in my right side. Because of the possibility of appendicitis, my mom took me to the ER where I underwent an abdominal ultrasound. Nothing was found. And I mean nothing. No sign of my right ovary. The doctors told me it was "tucked away." Over the next 4 years I was in and out of the doctor's office and ER with the same excruciating pain in my right side. The male doctors told me, "Don't worry your pretty little head about it. It's just that time of the month." Excuse me, but how the hell do you know what type of pain I feel? You are a man, and last time I checked, you don't have ovaries or menstrual cramps. How in the hell do you know what menstrual cramps feel like???? Please let me know.<br />
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Eventually, the situation came to a head during my freshman year of college. Once again I had the awful, agonizing pain in my side. I went to the college infirmary and was checked over by a physician's assistant. Nothing was found, and I was sent home. Two days later, running a fever and throwing up continuously I returned to the infirmary. I underwent another pelvic exam and a rectal exam. Lovely. At that point I was delirious and didn't care. I just wanted the pain to end. Fortunately, the infirmary doctor realized what was happening and called the local hospital and a surgeon who would meet me there. I was transported to the hospital, underwent another ultrasound and rushed into emergency surgery. I didn't understand what was going on at the time. All I knew was as they put that oxygen mask over my face and I started counting backward, the pain slowly receded.<br />
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When I woke, I was told the surgeon had removed an enlarged ovarian cyst, 9 cm in diameter, that had wrapped around my fallopian tube cutting off the blood supply to my ovary. Gangrene had set in. I would have died if my ovary had not been removed.<br />
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Recovering from my surgery, I was prescribed birth control pills as a means to save my other ovary giving me the chance of having a child one day. I wasn't going out and having "lots of sex" as Rush would assert. I simply wanted the opportunity to have a child. And since Rush and his supporters seem to have a hard time understanding female anatomy, let me explain. Women are born with a set number of eggs. We don't get any more. We don't get a do over. If one ovary is removed, we lose half our eggs. Maybe a graphic is better for you, Rush. To illustrate the point, if we were to remove one of your testicles, you still would have an infinite number of sperm. An infinite number of chances of having a child. Women don't get this luxury. What we are born with is what we get.<br />
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But since Rush is unable to comprehend the consequences, maybe we should remove one of his testicles just in case. I don't think he would miss it.<br />
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As a woman who has undergone emergency surgery to remove my gangrenous ovary saving my life and then prescribed birth control pills to save my remaining ovary, I am extremely disturbed with the recent controversy over a women's right to access oral contraceptives, and this crazy assertion that women taking the pill just what more sex.<br />
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Second, there is the barrage of anti-women laws stomping their way through state's legislatures across the country. Here is a sample.<br />
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<strong>Virginia</strong> attempted to pass a law requiring a woman to undergo a transvaginal ultrasound prior to having an abortion. For those of you who have never had a transvaginal ultrasound, it's essentially having a stranger put a dildo up your vagina. I don't know about you, but if a stranger is forcing a dildo up my vagina, I would think I was being raped. The act is considered rape by the FBI as well. So guess what, if you are getting an abortion because you have been raped, you qualify for a two for one deal. You get to be raped again! Luckily, Virginia's Republicans backed-off and now the law only requires an abdominal ultrasound and has an exception for victims of rape and incest but only if the crime is reported to the police. Given the current environment on top of everything else, how often do you think incest is reported to the police?<br />
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<strong>Alabama</strong> had a similar proposed law requiring a transvaginal ultrasound. Fortunately, Republicans gained some sense of sanity and changed the wording to allow the woman to choose what type of ultrasound they would like. Hmmmm, that's awfully gracious of them. But of course, it is the South. However, while they allow us little women to choose, they miss the whole point of Pro-CHOICE. It means, guys, my body is MY own, not yours, and I can CHOOSE how I treat it. AND as long as men are able to overpower women and force women to have sex and then walk away, I have the CHOICE whether to have something growing in my belly or not. But Republican men don't get it.<br />
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<strong>Florida</strong> is trying to pass a bill that would require a 24 hour waiting period. I personally believe this is reasonable. Buying a gun requires a waiting period. Having an abortion requires a waiting period. Why not? But the unreasonable portion of the bill is the requirement that all abortion clinics be owned by a doctor despite the fact that Florida's own governor has owned hospitals and is not a doctor. Isn't that sort like big government telling people who can own a medical clinic? Sounds a bit communist to me. Are Republicans now communists????<br />
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<strong>Georgia</strong>'s law would make an abortion after 20 weeks a felony. Miscarriages are allowed as long as a woman can prove there was no "human involvement." WTF???? A woman who just had miscarriage faces arrest unless she can PROVE there was no "human involvement"? 10% to 25% of pregnancies end in a miscarriage. I have never had one. I can only imagine what a woman experiences after finally becoming pregnant and dreaming about a warm, cuddly baby in her arms, going on play dates, watching ballet dances and little league, only to experience the heartbreak of a miscarriage and broken dreams. But that's not all folks, the woman now faces a felony charge unless she can prove there was no "human involvement." How the hell do you do that? Well, let's see. I'm a human, and my human body determined that my embryo or fetus was not viable and had a miscarriage. Doesn't that mean a human was involved? Did we forget that miscarriage is a natural process?! Let's remember that in Georgia a charge of assault or battery is a MISDEMEANOR. Yep, a spouse hits his wife and is charged with a misdemeanor. But a woman has a miscarriage and is charged with a felony. Makes sense. NOT!<br />
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We haven't even talked about Pennsylvania or Tennessee, but you get the picture. These bills are aimed at limiting a woman's right to make decisions about her own body.<br />
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And lastly, the sucker punch. Republicans are blocking the reauthorization of the Violence Against Women Act. The VAWA was originally passed in 1994 and provides funding for direct services to victims of domestic violence including emergency shelters and counseling. In addition, the law created training grants and programs to help local law enforcement investigate and prosecute violent crimes against women. The reauthorization of VAWA seeks to "continue existing grant programs to local law enforcement and battered women shelters, but would expand efforts to reach Indian tribes and rural areas. It would increase the availability of free legal assistance to victims of domestic violence, extend the definition of violence against women to include stalking, and provide training for civil and criminal court personnel to deal with families with a history of violence. It would also allow more battered illegal immigrants to claim temporary visas, and would include same-sex couples in programs for domestic violence." <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2012/03/15/us/politics/violence-against-women-act-divides-senate.html?_r=2#">(New York Times)</a> The addition of the new provisions to extend programs to same-sex couples, Indian tribes, and illegal immigrants has Republicans opposing the bill and attempting to block the reauthorization.<br />
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From the same New York Times article, Democrats "insist that Republican opposition falls into a larger picture of insensitivity toward women that has progressed from abortion fights to contraception to preventive health care coverage — and now to domestic violence. 'I am furious,' said Senator Maria Cantwell, Democrat of Washington. 'We’re mad, and we’re tired of it.' " <br />
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You're not the only one, sista! I am mad too. No, I am livid. I am gun-firing, Yosemite Sam hopping, spitting furious! And I am terribly scared.<br />
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More than<strong> 3 women are murdered by their husband or boyfriend every day</strong> in the United States. Every <strong>9 seconds a woman is beaten</strong>. It is estimated that<strong> one in four women will experience domestic violence</strong> in her lifetime. But it's estimated that<strong> only 27% of intimate partner violence is reported to police</strong>. Contributing factors for crimes going unreported are embarrassment, shame, fear of retaliation, fear of not being believed and economic dependency. <br />
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How can we as a community and as a nation combat domestic violence if we lack the actual statistics on how deeply the disease runs in our communities? How can we eliminate domestic violence if women are too scared to come forward? And this recent prolific "insensitivity toward women" will only further contribute to domestic violence victims remaining in the shadows too frightened to speak out. Because, after all, we must all just want to have sex. If we get pregnant, we are solely to blame. And we cannot be trusted to make decisions for ourselves. Our bodies are not our own, but are owned by the state. So obviously, we must not be worthy of protection against violence. <br />
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Whether there is an organized "war on women" or not, Republicans have effectively kicked the bee hive. And while the GOP believes us little women are unable to think for ourselves, they seem to have forgotten a little detail. Women were granted the right to vote in 1920. They have not taken that right away from us yet. While the GOP continues to bombard us with laws limiting our rights, women across this country are organizing, planning and <span style="padding-bottom: 14px; padding-right: 15px;">strategizing our defense.</span>When November rolls around women will not be home cooking dinner and washing dishes in the kitchen. We will remember the slut and whore comments, the forced transvaginal ultrasounds, the refusal to pay for women's contraception, and the unwillingness to protect women against violence. We will line up outside the polling stations, and we will cast our ballots defending women and women's rights. And as Republicans are voted out of office across this country at the state and federal level, remember we did not start this war. But because women strive for peace in our families and in our nation, we shall end it.<br />
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<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-54736498782481311502012-03-18T14:25:00.000-07:002012-03-25T13:00:44.208-07:00Making Peace with my Reflection in the Mirror<div style="text-align: center;">
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myself right now. As recently as last week, I was deeply hurt when a genuine,
caring, gentle man I had begun dating decided he didn't want to continue the
relationship. He was afraid he was not what I needed or that I wasn't ready to
start dating again. Immediately I started falling down that dark hole thinking,
"What's wrong with me?” I thought, "He doesn't want a relationship
with me, because I'm broken. I'm not whole. I'm defective. I'm tarnished.
Tainted. No one will ever love me again, because I let someone abuse me.
Something must be wrong with me because I allowed the abuse to happen".
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKxLP8r3WsEZizxcioKE_2lgFOemVhD39Vk16SeijaeONDza6pQ1RY5CsiReuRO_vWq85_lUFJJtM7ZD-kuBNZP-xwLENAVFrLA_BZZrFEDoyOs0cph3EJy26CMc16l-_f3zGm2REEm3qN/s1600/beautifully-vulnerable-600x634.jpg"></a><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">What more am I supposed to do to love myself? I left an abusive relationship because I know I deserve better. I nurture myself through running, walking, yoga, eating healthy, taking bubble baths, getting massages. I practice gratitude and living in the moment. I am grateful for my strengths and know I'm smart, funny, compassionate, creative, strong, and hard-working. Yet I continue to feel inferior, vulnerable and unlovable. Why?</span></div>
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do we love ourselves? By forcing it at first. By faking it if necessary. By
'acting as if.' By working as hard at loving and liking ourselves as we have at
not liking ourselves" Melody Beattie writes in <u>The Language of Letting
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to love yourself takes practice. It means letting go and learning to accept
yourself and your circumstances. Loving yourself means accepting both your
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know my strengths. But what about my weaknesses? I really rather not think
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<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I can be selfish.</span> </li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm extremely impatient. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm shy and introverted. I have to force myself to talk to people. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">At times, I'd really rather be lazy. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm not as smart as I'd like to be. I often feel quite stupid. Even though I graduated highest honors with a degree in Electrical Engineering, I know I should have retained more than I have. I've met many engineers who know so much more than I do.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I can be cruel with my words when I'm mad.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">As a child up to my 20s I had a bad temper. While I haven't unleashed it in a while, I'm afraid one day I will and yell at someone I shouldn't.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm opinionated.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm often critical of myself and others.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I become annoyed and irritated easily. (I am reminded of this at this moment, as my dog </span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">continuously barks at nothing.)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I can be a snob and have no patience for stupid people. In my defense, I have little tolerance for people who choose to be ignorant, not with people who have learning disabilities.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Because I grew up in a family with little money, I still feel inferior that I'm not "good enough" or don't have "class" or know proper etiquette. Which is silly now, because as an adult I do make decent money and have experienced all types of formal social situations. But the sense of inferiority still lingers.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I wish I was prettier and skinnier. And my nose is too big. :O)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">If I'm totally honest with myself, sometimes I worry I drink too much wine and I beat myself up about it.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm embarrassed that I obviously don't have my life together to have been divorced twice and still in therapy at age 41. I feel sorry for myself that I don't have the "perfect" life.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I suffer from depression and anxiety.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Last, but not least, I'm a "victim" of domestic violence, so I must be defective in some way, right?</span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></span></li>
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think that's enough. So this is who I am. A smart, opinionated, compassionate,
stupid, creative, lazy, hard-working, insecure, strong, weak, crazy, nurturing,
annoyed, loving woman. What's not to love? But my therapist is right. If I
can't love myself, how can I expect someone else to love me?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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how am I supposed to start magically loving myself? Melody Beattie says
"Practice!" Okay, I'll practice. I love you, Donna. I love you,
Donna. I love you, Donna. I love you, Donna. I love you, Donna. Hmmmm, not sure
that's working. Now what?</span></div>
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know! A method I used when living in Wisconsin during the winter. I would say,
"Embrace the cold!" So maybe I'll embrace my weaknesses!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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this? The next time I go out on a date, I'll say, "Hey, dufus, you got a
problem with domestic violence victims? If so, you must be stupid! If you're
not careful, I'll yell at you and tell you everything that's wrong about you,
'cause guess what? I have an opinion about it! By the way, hurry up and get me
a drink, before I have a nervous breakdown! And if you don't like it, tough!
I'll get my redneck hoodlum friends from my past life to rough you up! So
there!"<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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more like it. Embrace my weakness. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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is more freeing than to laugh at our weaknesses and to be grateful for our
strengths? To know the entire package called "us" - with all our
feelings, thoughts, tendencies, and history - is worthy of acceptance and
brings healing feelings," writes Melody Beattie. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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is who you are, Donna. If you don't like it, tough! Deal with it. All the good,
all the bad, the past, the present. Everything. What are you going to do about
it? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">What
am I going to do about it? I am going to continue to learn, to heal, to grow,
and love myself. Maybe loving myself won't happen all at once. But I would
not be at this moment in time where I am connecting with others, where I'm
learning and growing and becoming more spiritual and connected to the Universe,
if it wasn't for who I am and my past history. I would not be learning to live
with my arms wide open and embracing all that is wonderful in the world, if I
had a "perfect" life. Life would be awfully boring. So, if I had to
choose between that "perfect" life of marriage to a gorgeous,
wonderful man and 2.3 children living in suburbia, and mine of divorce, abuse,
and depression, I'll choose mine. As messed up as it seems at times, I am
grateful to be alive and have my eyes open to the beauty and magic in the
world. And what I see is a kaleidoscope of beautiful images including my son,
my friends, flowers and trees, the moon and stars, blue herons and green
lizards, waterfalls, hiking trails, and rainbows. All made possible by the
person I see reflected in the mirror. ME!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">"Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to
have your heart go walking around outside your body." ~Elizabeth Stone</span></div>
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This is the story of how I met my abuser and how I found the strength to leave.</div>
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<o:p></o:p>I was married once before. My husband had two boys from a previous marriage
and had custody every other week. In the beginning I was unsure whether I
wanted a child or not. I was busy with working long hours and traveling. Also,
the thought of being responsible for the life of one tiny human being was
terribly frightening. In the meantime, I enjoyed being a part of my stepsons' lives,
taking them to school, helping with homework, caring for then when sick, and
cleaning up after them. It seemed to be enough for a while. Then 9/11 happened.
While I did not know anyone killed or injured in the attacks, like many
Americans, I was profoundly affected by the horror of these atrocities. The tragedy
of people losing their lives on those planes, and at the World Trade Center and Pentagon
began to consume my mind. I began to think more about my own mortality. While I
had previously dealt with my mortality in my early 20s, I was again coming to
grips with the fact our lives are short. More importantly, at 31, I was running
out of time, if I wanted to leave something of myself behind. Yes, I could
write a bestselling novel, paint a masterpiece, find the cure for cancer or
right some social injustice. But these events seemed highly unlikely. I was a natural
nurturer, caregiver, and teacher. Slowly the idea of bringing a child into the
world and teaching them all the wonders of life took hold of me. Maybe some
beauty and good could come out of this horrible event. At first, my husband
wasn't too keen on the idea. After all, he had two boys who were 10 and 11 at
this point. He considered his diaper changing days over. After a few months, he
reluctantly came around to the idea out of consideration for me.<o:p></o:p><br />
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My first husband and I tried to get pregnant for two years. For two years, I
tracked my ovulation cycle, had sex with one purpose in mind, and prayed I
would not see any blood when I went to the bathroom. My heart sunk every
time I did. I eventually had laparoscopy surgery and was told by my doctor I
would never conceive. In vitro would likely not work either. I was
disappointed, but now I had an answer and could move forward. I started
researching international adoption and reading all there was to know about
adopting a child from China or Russia. Unfortunately, my husband completely
shut down at this point, and our marriage died. <o:p></o:p><br />
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Needless to say I was not using any birth control when I met Mike, who would
eventually be my second husband. Mike and I met in the Czech Republic. He was
from England and I was from the U.S. We were both engineers working for the
same company and were sent to the Czech Republic to start up a new
manufacturing facility. Our stay in the Czech Republic was filled with working
long hours, drinking lots of beer, sightseeing, and clubbing. Mike and I worked
together, went out many times in a group, and went hiking a couple of times. I
never thought of us as "dating." Although, eventually we had what I
would call a "fling". The possibility of pregnancy never entered my
mind. Unfortunately, six weeks later after realizing I had missed my period,
the possibility of pregnancy slammed into my mind like a freight train. Either my female organs had finally given up altogether or by some freak occurrence, I was pregnant. Finding
a pregnancy test in the Czech Republic was an adventure in itself. But Mike
finally found one, brought it back to his apartment, and I took it. Imagine my
surprise when it immediately turned positive. Never mind the two minutes I
previously waited for the elusive plus sign every month for two years. It was
immediate. A big, purple, plus positive. F*ck! Are freaking kidding me, God????
I knew he had to be laughing his ass off.<o:p></o:p><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi16v1dDKmQreXAyP9qKHu5kURxbaL1UIvXQ3jw64ebWCdPEkpDChb-6_A-8v-6VbRwv1VRQs6vUwdLP-inZSWlHc6Pgw3A6NzhT-BsCHxylVgjwWB7t_ll80lJa3ZIIqmgF1d2NupszsGI/s1600/me+as+a+beachball.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi16v1dDKmQreXAyP9qKHu5kURxbaL1UIvXQ3jw64ebWCdPEkpDChb-6_A-8v-6VbRwv1VRQs6vUwdLP-inZSWlHc6Pgw3A6NzhT-BsCHxylVgjwWB7t_ll80lJa3ZIIqmgF1d2NupszsGI/s200/me+as+a+beachball.jpg" width="132" /></a>So at the age of 34, I found myself single and pregnant with some British guy's
baby. I wasn't some silly teenager or college kid. I was a 30 something,
professional with a career, a house, goals, and a 401K. But I was also a woman
who still wanted a child. My circumstances were certainly not how I envisioned
bringing a baby into the world. But these were the circumstances life had
handed me. I had to suck it up and deal with it. I was going to be a mom.<o:p></o:p><br />
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without Mike. I had no idea if he wanted to be involved in my child's life
or not. He had two older boys back in England. However, I was certain I wanted
my baby to at least have a shot of having a dad if possible. Mike and I
continued to talk, and he was able to take a leave of absence and come to the
States a few weeks before our son was born. He was present through my labor and
held my hand in the operating room during my emergency C-section. He held our
son first and stayed with me when they took Ethan away as the doctors stitched
me up. <br />
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Over the next five weeks, Mike changed diapers, kept the house clean,
prepared meals, and rocked Ethan to sleep. We had some ups and downs, but we
managed to work as a team taking care of our son. Eventually, Mike returned to
England. I spent the next five months as a single mom. Ethan and I feel into a routine and developed a very close bond. I was still nursing when I returned to work. I was extremely fortunate Ethan's daycare was a block from my office. For lunch, I would walk to Ethan's daycare, nurse him, and give him extra kisses and cuddles. Mike and I kept in
contact, but whether he would return or when was completely up in the air.
Finally, when Ethan was 6 months old, Mike quit his job in England and came to
the US to live with us. He did not have a job or a visa. For Mike to stay in
the US and for my son to have a dad, Mike and I were married six weeks later in
front of our parents and my brother on a beach in Florida.<o:p></o:p><br />
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Six years ago, I married Mike so my son would have a chance of knowing his
dad. I had no idea at the time that our relationship would turn abusive. In the
beginning, there was no violence. Mike seemed to be a good father to Ethan.
However, Mike was continuously cold and controlling toward me. I wrote this behavior
off, because I was extremely grateful for Mike moving to the
States to live with us. But as the controlling behavior and coldness turned to yelling,
and eventually, pushing and shoving, I became concerned how the fighting was
affecting our son. I was acutely aware of the negative effects on a young child
from my own parents' yelling and screaming. I knew the feeling of walking on
egg shells as soon as I entered our house. I knew the feeling of being caught
in the middle of my parents arguing. I knew the feeling of guilt because like
Mike and I, my parents had married because of me. My parents' relationship was
not violent, but their continuous arguing was definitely not healthy. They
stayed together for 18 years, because they thought it was best for my brother
and I. However, my home situation left me as adult not knowing how a loving
relationship was supposed to work. <o:p></o:p><br />
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Before my husband assaulted me that last night, I was beginning to face the
reality that the situation was not healthy for our son or anyone else. I began
to plan. I checked out the local domestic violence agency's website and wrote
down their number. I put together a budget to see whether I could make it
alone. I researched divorce law and child support in our state. And I reviewed
family law attorneys in the area. In my heart, I still had some hope that the
situation would improve, if I only Mike and I could talk and both be committed
to building a better relationship. I suspect I knew in my mind the situation was
beyond hope and could not be repaired. Mike was not going to change. I could
not make him love me the way I wanted him to love me. He would not miraculously
come home one day, get down on his knees, ask for forgiveness and profess
his profound love. He would not suddenly start treating me with respect,
care, and compassion. That was never going to happen, because that's not who he
is. But that is what I needed and everyone woman needs in a relationship -
respect, care, and compassion.<o:p></o:p><br />
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So the night that Mike came after me, pushed me to the floor, and proceeded
to slam my head into the floor in front of our son; I knew instantly these
actions crossed the line. The little hope I still possessed in my heart was
shattered. I knew then that this dark, twisted marriage needed to end. Not for
me or Mike, but for Ethan. For his innocence, his well-being, his self-esteem,
and his soul. For Ethan's sake, I called the police and had Mike arrested. For
Ethan's sake, I obtained a restraining order. For Ethan's sake, I consulted
with an attorney. <br />
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And for Ethan's sake I continue to shower him with kisses and give him tons
of hugs. For Ethan's sake, I affirm his worth and nurture his love of learning. For Ethan's sake, I tell him I love him every single day. For Ethan's
sake, I wrap him in a warm cocoon of affection and love. And while his dad
has a limited role in his life now, Ethan knows he is respected, supported, and
loved beyond measure by me, his mom. :o)<br />
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"I finally realized that being grateful to my body was key to giving more
love to myself. " </div>
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- Oprah Winfrey</div>
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If you are a survivor in the process of recovery and healing, odds are your body is stressed, fatigued, and worn down. You may be seeing a therapist, reading self-help books, or seeking spiritual help. These activities are essential in the healing process, but only address your mind or spirit. What about your body? How can you heal yourself, if you are constantly weak and sick? You need your strength to fight, recover, and heal. You need your strength to take care of yourself and your children. Being constantly stressed is not healthy for your body. Chronic stress is linked to heart disease, stroke, and a weakened immune system. A weakened immune system can make you susceptible to common colds, flu and bacterial infections. You need a strong immune system and body to heal your mind and spirit.<br />
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I am a firm believer in the interconnection of our mind, body, and spirit. "To optimize the function of the healing system, you must do everything in your power to improve physical health, mental/emotional health, and spiritual health." (<u>8 Weeks to Optimum Health</u> by Andrew Weil, M.D.) How can we heal our mind, if our body is continually fatigued? How can we heal our spirit, if our body is battling one sickness after another? We must keep our bodies healthy and strong, if we are to heal our mind and spirit. Feeling strong feeds our spirit. In turn, feeding our spirit gives us courage to be strong. Eating healthy foods, in addition to counseling or spiritual help, will provide you with a resilient body on your journey to well-being and peace.<br />
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Disclaimer: This is my own compilation of foods for nourishing and healing your body. I am not a dietitian, doctor, nurse or in the health profession in any manner. I am an engineer, so I research, investigate, and problem-solve. These are foods I have found to help build my immune system and lessen the effects of anxiety and depression.<br />
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<strong><em>Salmon.</em></strong> <br />
Salmon is excellent source for omega-3 fatty acids. "Research shows that omega-3 fatty acids reduce inflammation and may help lower risk of chronic diseases such as heart disease, cancer, and arthritis. Omega-3 fatty acids are highly concentrated in the brain and appear to be important for cognitive (brain memory and performance) and behavioral function." (<a href="http://www.umm.edu/altmed/articles/omega-3-000316.htm" target="_blank">University of Maryland Medical Center</a>) Studies vary whether omega-3 fatty help reduce symptoms of depression and bipolar disorder, but some indicate there is an improvement versus a placebo. So, if there is a chance omega-3 fatty acids can help your brain, why not eat more? Tuna, mackerel, and sardines are other fish high in omega-3 fatty acids.<br />
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I try to eat salmon at least once a week. Salmon is easy to prepare and taste wonderful with minimal seasoning. I often throw a fillet in a casserole dish with olive oil, lemon juice, a little salt, garlic powder, and cayenne pepper and bake in the oven at 375 deg F for roughly 15 minutes. I confess I do not time it precisely. I usually take a knife and check that the thickest area of the fillet is not overly pink. Salmon is also easily grilled in the summer.<br />
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<strong><em>Oysters.</em></strong> <br />
I never, ever, ever thought I would eat oysters. Ever. But I do now. I slowly came around to the idea after my blood work showed I was slightly anemic. During this same time I was beginning to have anxiety attacks as well. My chiropractor recommended a B12 and folate supplement. B12 deficiency can be linked to "psychiatric disorders, including impaired memory, irritability, depression, dementia and, rarely, psychosis." (<a href="http://www.aafp.org/afp/2003/0301/p979.html" target="_blank">American Academy of Family Physicians</a>) Studies also show that B12 and folic acid "play a role in the formation of neurotransmitters (e.g. serotonin, epinephrine, nocotinamides, purines, phospholipids)." (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Folate_deficiency#cite_note-treatmentofdepression-2" target="_blank">Wikipedia, Folate deficiency.)</a><br />
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It turns out that oysters are full of B12, folate, iron, zinc, and selenium. All good stuff for your body's and brain's health. So, I thought I'd give them a try. I visited one of the local oyster bars and bellied up to the bar for a half peck of steamed oysters. I discovered that by putting one on a saltine cracker and covering with some cocktail sauce mixed with Tabasco or horseradish, the oysters aren't that bad. I have even begun to crave them. I suppose it is my body's way of telling me, "Hey lady! You are deficient in iron, B12, and folate; drive your butt to the oyster bar!" So, I do.<br />
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<strong><em>Spinach</em></strong>. <br />
Spinach is another power food. Spinach is an excellent source of beta-carotene, Vitamin C, Vitamin K, iron, folic acid, magnesium and potassium. "Each of these nutrients plays a crucial role in our bodies health, from maintaining bone structure, preventing neural tube defects, assisting in red blood cell production, regulating our heartbeat, fighting free radicals and nourishing good eyesight." (<a href="http://www.lifescript.com/food/articles/s/spinach_nutrition_facts.aspx" target="_blank">lifescript, healthy living for women, "Spinach Nutrition Facts") </a><br />
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Baby spinach can be used in salads in place of lettuce or other greens. Spinach gives the salad a slight nutty flavor and provides a multitude more nutrients for your body than plain iceberg lettuce. I have begun to use baby spinach as a side to a chicken breast or salmon fillet. I simply heat up a little olive oil with some fresh garlic and saute the baby spinach for a couple of minutes until just slightly wilted. A couple times, I have thrown in a tablespoon of fresh salsa and mix it around with the spinach. Yummy!<br />
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<strong><em>Broccoli.</em></strong> <br />
Broccoli is known for having anticancer properties and is full of Vitamin C, Vitamin A and Vitamin K. Broccoli contains "high levels of the powerful natural compound chemically known as glucosinolates. In the body glucosinolates are broken down into sulforaphane that exert protective anti-cancer characteristics." (<a href="http://www.naturalnews.com/032988_sulforaphane_cancer_cells.html">NaturalNews.com</a>)<br />
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Growing up I never liked broccoli. I finally saw the light as an adult when I tried raw broccoli in a salad. Overcooking broccoli can definitely turn off a person's interest. So I usually eat broccoli raw as a snack, in a salad, lightly sauteed alone or with other vegetables. One recipe I use includes sauteing broccoli with olive oil, fresh garlic, some lemon juice, sliced almonds (another good food) and crushed red pepper. Delicious! <br />
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<strong><em>Walnuts.</em></strong> <br />
Walnuts are another good source of omega-3 fatty acids. In addition, research shows that the antioxidants and anti-inflammatory phytonutrients found in walnuts provides protection against cardiovascular disease, type 2 diabetes, and certain cancers.<a href="http://www.whfoods.com/genpage.php?tname=foodspice&dbid=99"> (WHfoods: Walnuts)</a><br />
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Walnuts can be eaten as a snack or in a salad. They can be added to a tuna salad, oatmeal, or a baked chicken recipe. You only need 1 - 3 ounces to get the health benefits.<br />
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<strong><em>Garlic. </em></strong> The prime reason I eat garlic is for it's ability to boost the immune system. And it tastes good. Garlic "stimulates the multiplication of infection-fighting white cells, boosts natural killer cell activity, and increases the efficiency of antibody production. The immune-boosting properties of garlic seem to be due to its sulfur-containing compounds, such as allicin and sulfides." (<a href="http://www.askdrsears.com/topics/family-nutrition/foods-boost-immunity/8-foods-boost-immunity">Ask Dr. Sears</a>) In addition, garlic is good for your heart. Garlic lowers blood pressure, lowers cholesterol, and inhibits blood clotting. (<u>8 Weeks to Optimum Health</u> by Andrew Weil, M.D.)<br />
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I love garlic, and I can not imagine preparing food without it. I know some people dislike the smell, but if everyone ate more garlic, we wouldn't know the difference. :) I use fresh garlic every time I cook. I add garlic to olive oil when sauteing vegetables. I add garlic when baking chicken or fish. I add garlic to the marinade when grilling chicken or fish. And of course, you must add garlic to a tomato sauce. One can never have too much garlic.<br />
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<strong><em>Shiitake mushrooms</em></strong> <br />
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Shiitake mushrooms are high in protein, iron, Vitamin Bs and many minerals. They also contain polysaccharides which studies suggest may improve human immune function. Other research indicates that the shiitake compound eritadenine may help lower cholesterol levels. (<a href="http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2008/06/080629081210.htm">Science Daily</a>) The use of shiitake mushrooms for medicinal purposes goes back 6,000 years to the Chinese and Japanese. Recently, the mushrooms have become more prevalent in Western diets and usually can found at the local grocery store. </div>
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These days I vary the recipe by using turkey bacon and adding onions and crushed red pepper and maybe thyme or oregano. At various times, I have added shrimp or chicken, red bell pepper, carrots, or whatever happens to be in my refrigerator. It's a simple recipe that can be built upon and varied.<br />
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<strong><em>Cashews. </em></strong><br />
Not only do cashews provide protein, but a half cup of cashews contain 470 mg of tryptophan. From <a href="http://www.whfoods.com/genpage.php?tname=nutrient&dbid=103">WHFoods.com</a>, "Tryptophan serves as a precursor for serotonin, a neurotransmitter that helps the body regulate appetite, sleep patterns, and mood. Because of its ability to raise serotonin levels, tryptophan has been used therapeutically in the treatment of a variety of conditions, most notably insomnia, depression, and anxiety." Prescription antidepressants work by regulating serotin levels in our brain. Other foods high in tryptophan are turkey, soybeans, lentils, peanuts, and Parmesan cheese.<br />
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Cashews are high in fat, so I wouldn't go crazy. I often take a handful of cashews with me to work and eat as a mid-morning snack. Cashews also go well when cooking chicken and broccoli over rice for an Asian inspired dish. Throw in some shiitake mushrooms and garlic for a nutrient-packed healing meal.<br />
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Yogurt is an excellent source of protein, calcium, B12, zinc and potassium. Yogurt has two main benefits, strengthening your immune system, and lowering your cholesterol. Studies show yogurt that contains live bacterial cultures may help you to live longer and
may fortify your immune system. Yogurt has also been shown to lower your LDL cholesterol and increasing HDL cholesterol improving your overall cholesterol profile. (<a href="http://www.whfoods.com/genpage.php?tname=foodspice&dbid=124">WHFoods:Yogurt</a>)<br />
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Yogurt is a staple in the diet of many countries and has become a staple in mine as well. As a woman, calcium intake is important to me. When I go to the grocery store I buy enough Greek yogurt for the week and throw a cup in my bag each morning to eat at my desk when I get to work. It's filling and keeps me going until my mid morning snack of almonds and cashews. <br />
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<strong><em>Eggs </em></strong><br />
Eggs are another excellent source of protein and an important nutrient you may have never heard of called choline. Choline is important for brain health and function in multiple ways. First, choline is a key component of fat-containing structures in the brain's cell membranes. Second, choline has an important role in methylation, a chemical process cells use to send messages back and forth. And, lastly, choline is a key component in the neurotransmitter that sends messages between nerves and muscles. All in all, choline is essential in supporting a healthy brain. (<a href="http://www.whfoods.com/genpage.php?tname=foodspice&dbid=92">WHFoods: Eggs</a>)<br />
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I most often eat my eggs hard-boiled. I enjoy a hard-boiled egg for breakfast or on a salad. On Sunday morning, I will hard-boil a few eggs and have one for breakfast and then take the rest to work through the week. If I make a salad, I add a hard-boiled egg to my baby spinach and broccoli. How ever you enjoy your eggs, they make an important contribution to your diet AND your brain.<br />
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There are other power foods which should be mentioned. I did not include them above, because I do not eat them myself. Kale, blueberries, raspberries, sweet potatoes and ginger have all been noted by many sources to be packed with essential vitamins and minerals to support healthy immune systems and fight cancer. I need to start including these healing foods in my diet myself.<br />
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Each time you sit down for a meal, you have a choice of eating foods that support a healthy body or eating foods that provide no nutritional value. I have recommended a few foods that can help heal your body and keep your body resilient and robust. There is a multitude of additional information and research available on the Internet, if you care to investigate further. But the consensus is nutritious food can heal your body. If are currently going through a crisis or challenge, your body's immune system is weak. You can help prevent sickness during this time by eating foods like garlic, spinach, and shiitake mushrooms to boost your immune system as well as preventing heart disease and cancer. Your body is the only one you have, and it needs to be strong for you to heal. As you continue to eat healing foods, your body will become powerful, and your mind and spirit will have renewed strength to fight your battles and overcome your challenges. <br />
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A healthy body, a calm mind, and a joyful spirit are essential in obtaining the peace in life we all seek.<br />
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<br />Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-91287893485661016222012-02-06T02:53:00.000-08:002012-02-26T12:29:53.542-08:00Where's My Happily Ever After?<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">After two failed marriages I can not help thinking sometimes, "Where is my happily ever after?" My happy ending? What happened to it? Where is it? Is it hiding? Did it run away? The fairy tales I read as a little girl, told me we all have a happily ever after. So where's mine?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Often in the middle of the night after E has gone to bed, and I'm alone, I ask these questions. Don't get me wrong. I actually enjoy being alone. I am quite happy to have the silence envelope me at night. I am content to go to bed alone in my king size bed. I am satisfied to go to sleep when I want, eat when I want, leave my toothbrush where I want, my dirty clothes on the floor if I want, keep the house organized how I want. Being alone is not the problem.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">My sorrow comes from not being alone but from being lonely. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I am grieving for a marriage that is never to be. Certainly, I am extremely grateful for my son. Having him in my life fills my heart with light and love. But at times when I'm feeling sorry for myself, I begin to feel robbed of the false fairy tale of getting married, having two kids, and living happily ever after. And as I think on it further, it's not the loss of the fairy tale I grieve, but the loss of partnership. I grieve for the man I thought I knew. I grieve for the loss of my best friend. I grieve that there is no one to call when I have a bad day. There is no one to call when I have a terrific day. I grieve for the love and trust that I should have had in a true partner. I grieve knowing that I will not grow old with the man I thought I loved and thought loved me. <strong>I grieve for the man I fell in love with but never truly existed.</strong> My dream, the future I thought I would have, was stolen. And I realize how lonely my life has become. I wonder, "Why me? Do I not deserve happiness?" And this leads me further down the black hole to <strong>"What's wrong with me?"</strong></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Of course, my feeling of loneliness has not been helped by attempting to date again. First, going out with men after an abusive relationship and divorce is a huge leap of faith. It requires trust in myself to make good choices, and to not be attracted to the same type of man. In addition, it requires trust that not all men are controlling and self-centered. Achieving this level of trust requires courage, hope and faith.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">One would think by meeting new men I would feel less lonely. However, the opposite has been true. Dating is similar to going on endless job interviews one after the other; and each one ending with "Well, you are not a fit for this position at this time." Each time I go out, I try to be positive and hope there will be a connection. Each time I am opening myself up a little making myself vulnerable again to rejection. <strong> This constant up and down of hope and then disappointment when there is no connection is extremely exhausting.</strong> The experience only reinforces the thought of "What's wrong with me?" When the man is apparently not attracted to me I can't help but to think, "What's wrong with me?" Is my nose too big? Do I have too many wrinkles? Am I not skinny enough? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Dating triggers all my underlying insecurities, my old baggage from my marriage and abuse. These feelings of inadequacy, insignificance and unworthiness rise up to my heart and brain with full force. "What's wrong with me?" <strong>What is so wrong </strong>with me that required you to treat me with such condescension and disdain? <strong>What is so awful</strong> about me that required you to hit me? <strong>What is so horrible</strong> about me that your felt it necessary to slam my head onto the tile floor? <strong> What is wrong with me?</strong></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;"><strong>And the answer is "Absolutely Nothing!"</strong></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBitOIUEzTMgHp9STZs0Gl2Czq66nQoFT8L1c4aJvUjS9v3pRHsxKcy_vE-u6NXhy9F1xGhEM_9WGvMtaUJTQMjL_sPegnmwcTWHj-WvWZqsDa51MgbTpejuUSFkQ2jkKRhxiqpF1i3a0l/s1600/Fairy_Tale_by_soulofautumn87.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" sda="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBitOIUEzTMgHp9STZs0Gl2Czq66nQoFT8L1c4aJvUjS9v3pRHsxKcy_vE-u6NXhy9F1xGhEM_9WGvMtaUJTQMjL_sPegnmwcTWHj-WvWZqsDa51MgbTpejuUSFkQ2jkKRhxiqpF1i3a0l/s200/Fairy_Tale_by_soulofautumn87.jpg" width="200" /></a><span style="font-family: Georgia;">There is nothing wrong with me. I am a human. I have both good qualities and bad qualities. And while I may not be a gorgeous, long legged, super model, or a Ph.D researching a cure for cancer;<strong> I have a good heart, and I care about people. And this is enough.</strong> I am humble enough to realize that I have much left to learn in this life. There are areas in which I need to grow and learn and heal. And I realize now many of my insecurities stem from my childhood. (Yes, I know. The classic, blame it on the parents.) I know my parents love me, but through their own issues of insecurities and life challenges, I was raised feeling unworthy, insignificant, and having to constantly prove myself to be recognized. The has led me into codependent relationships where I was again trying to prove to others that I was worthy and significant. And always failing, because I was choosing the wrong partner.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">So where is my "happy ending? My "happily ever after?" Who knows. Maybe a happily ever after does not require finding a true love and growing old together although it would be nice. <strong>Maybe a happily ever after only requires you to love yourself.</strong> For me an absolute in an happy ending is seeing my son grow into a happy, successful young man where success is defined by him not our society. And maybe, just maybe, along the way I can learn to love and trust myself again. As Melody Beattie says in <u>The Language of Letting Go</u>, "You are lovable. Yes, you. Just because people haven't been there for you, just because certain people haven't been able to show love for you in ways that worked, just because relationships have failed or gone sour does not mean that you're unlovable. You've had lessons to learn. Sometimes, those lessons have hurt. Let go of the pain. <strong>Open your heart to love. You are lovable. You are loved</strong>."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Disregard the notion that society would have us believe that happily ever after requires you to be married to your soulmate, grow old together, and "live happily ever after". Some are lucky to achieve this. Many of these people likely have their own challenges with health, finances, or a death of a loved one. We never know. Just because we have not and may never find our true partner does not mean we are robbed of own happily ever after. A happily ever after only requires you to live successfully as you define success and ultimately for you to love yourself. So, be open to the universe. Be open to receiving the love the universe has to offer. And be open to loving and trusting yourself again. In that opening, you will find your happily ever after. :o)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">In my previous post, "Angels Got My Back", I talked about my therapist recommending journaling as a means to deal with the emotions surrounding my abusive relationship and pending divorce. I tried journaling, but like I said, it was too painful writing down my thoughts. I knew from my sessions in M's office, her specialty was art therapy. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Unfortunately, after my husband and I moved to North Carolina five years ago, I failed to develop a strong, close relationship with a woman whom I could call my one and only, super close, can-tell-all best friend. But I have met some of the strongest, wisest women whom I admire, trust, and love. They each have a different role in my life. But combined together they create a beautiful tapestry of support transforming me from a sometimes scared, fragile shell of a woman into a brave, strong angel warrior myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Who are they? They are all the strong women I have met through my journey this past year whom I confided in, exchanged emails, shed tears. They are my therapist, my chiropractor, my realtor, my attorneys, my neighbors, and my co-workers. Some know I am a survivor of domestic violence, and some do not. And they don't know they are my angel warriors. Most of them don't know each other. But they are mine. And they've got my back.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My first angel warrior is my therapist, M, who I started seeing about a month after my assault. She has a cozy, warm office in an older style character home with a big, leather couch, stuffed animals, a multitude of art supplies, and shelves of books. M has been through her own journey of survival. Her challenges make her a sincere, non-judgemental, insightful, and wise counselor. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">M introduced me to Melody Beattie's book <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Language-Letting-Go-Hazelden-Meditation/dp/0894866370/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1327334678&sr=1-1" target="_blank">The Language of Letting Go, Daily Meditations of Codependency.</a> Melody's book has been one of the most important tools in my tool chest in helping me recover and heal. I continue to refer to her daily meditations and quote them often in my blog for others to discover Melody's beautiful wisdom.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">In addition, M's advice and guidance have been instrumental in creating my blog. M had previously suggested I write in a journal. I told her I'd rather not. It was too painful, I said. But then one day before Christmas as the anniversary of my assault approached and the painful memories began to resurface, I had a epiphany. If I could write about my journey and my fears, and share what I have learned with other survivors, I could write. In this way, Elf Lady's Chronicles blog was born.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My second angel warrior is my holistic chiropractor, Dr.P. I happened upon P very serendipitously. I had been experiencing pain and tension in my neck and back that was so intense, I was on the verge of tears. I was driving around aimlessly looking for a chiropractor before I needed to pick E up from school. I had this strong sense I would find one close by. And there she was in the middle of a little strip mall tucked in between an Indian restaurant and an African restaurant along with a Chinese restaurant, Mexican restaurant, and an Islamic Center. Given the eclectic nature of the strip mall, I wasn't exactly sure what to expect when I walked in. I was pleasantly surprised to find this beautiful woman with a sunny disposition and big smile on her face. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I am grateful for S who emailed me right away. S receives automatic police reports for the area sent to her inbox and had been notified the sheriff's department had visited my house. She was quick to make sure I was okay, and although she is busy with her recent fourth addition to her family she continues to keep tabs on me. I am grateful for A who is a dear, sweet previous neighbor who periodically invites me over to her new house for serious talks which often include a a glass of wine and a box of tissues. And I am grateful for M and her family who live across the road from me. M, her husband, and daughter are a family with huge hearts. They adopt rescue dogs, volunteer helping recent immigrants from Africa, and are in the process of adopting two little girls from Uganda. On top of that M continues to look after me and offer her words of support and encouragement. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">As I write this I am teary eyed with the realization of how blessed I am to have this community of support. I have my angel warriors. I have you guys reading this. And if each of us stops a moment to assess the people in our lives, we realize that we are not alone. Regardless of not having a best friend. Regardless of family choosing not to stand by us. Regardless of our neighbors or friends deciding to take "his side". Angels touch our lives everyday in often small but meaningful ways. Your angel warrior may be your doctor, an old high school friend, a co-worker, the cashier at the local grocery story, or a fellow survivor you have met online. Maybe your angel warriors are hidden right now, but if you open your eyes and heart with gratitude and take a look around, you will see that they are there watching over you and will gladly say, "I've got your back."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Sometimes setting boundaries hurts. From Melody Beattie's <u>The Language of Letting Go</u> and sessions with my wonderful therapist, I have learned that one of the most important undertakings to implement in our healing process is setting boundaries. But what does that mean? And how is this accomplished? Setting boundaries is defining what you require in a new relationship to meet your needs, and also what you are not willing to accept. Setting boundaries means not taking on other individuals' dramas and crises. And finally, setting boundaries means not accepting others' constant criticisms and judgements of who you are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><strong>Setting boundaries in taking on others' drama </strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Setting boundaries is also about learning to stop taking on other peoples' dramas and crises. Others have their issues to deal with, and we have our issues to deal with. Let them worry about their issues, and us worry about ours. <strong>After all, if you are healing from abuse, codependency, divorce, or addiction, aren't your issues enough to deal with at the moment?</strong> In healing ourselves, we need to focus on us. While this may seem selfish, it is necessary. We cannot continue to give and give to others who simply suck the life out of us.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The hard part of setting boundaries is when these people are those who care about us and we care about them. It is often our well-meaning parents, siblings, and friends who are the drama creators. In my case, it is my mother. Unfortunately, due to baggage she continues to carry from her childhood still at age 65, she is extremely pessimistic thinking nothing will ever work out as planned, everything will fail. And often, this way of thinking is a self-fulfilling prophecy. But that's a whole other story. For her, everything is a crisis. If it's not a crisis, she figures out a way to make it crisis, then she calls me up and somehow I'm supposed to get in a tizzy myself and solve this made-up crisis. I've only just realized that I don't need to submit myself to this additional anxiety. And unfortunately, I've begun to limit my contact with her. I know this hurts her. But since setting my boundary and making her aware of my concerns, I have been much more at peace in dealing with my own issues.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYe78E9UJuN2NeoGz9CM2gTbwSRQtar6hNb9v553pk-wdBLWapMSup8iBKHbgTfAVO1NSWuUYGvvTg7ca1DKCe55YDqJPT2T7s5CvvbYMbhJYHknV5xQRwf8Eq25RAynczoKjISnz6X8DY/s1600/boundaries.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="128" kba="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYe78E9UJuN2NeoGz9CM2gTbwSRQtar6hNb9v553pk-wdBLWapMSup8iBKHbgTfAVO1NSWuUYGvvTg7ca1DKCe55YDqJPT2T7s5CvvbYMbhJYHknV5xQRwf8Eq25RAynczoKjISnz6X8DY/s200/boundaries.jpg" width="200" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="font-family: Georgia;"><strong>Setting boundaries in not accepting others' criticisms</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We must also learn to stop listening to others constant criticisms and judgements of who we are. The people around us are entitled to their opinion, but that does not mean we have to listen to them. They don't define who we are. <strong>We have the power within ourselves to define who we are and who we will become.</strong> And don't be afraid to tell these self-imposed criticizers and judges to take a hike. Maybe not so blunt (I'm still working on how to politely do this myself), but kindly ask them to take their opinions elsewhere, we don't need them. And if that's not possible, we can simply limit our interactions with them.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">As with the drama queens, the criticizes and judges are often our family and friends. My dad is the criticizer. For some reason, my dad feels the need to constantly critique everything. Me, my house, my car, my yard. During his visits, I am subjected to a constant barrage of criticisms on everything from "Donna, you are too sensitive. You let everything bother you" to "Donna, you need to mow the lawn, you need to take the trash out." from the moment he arrives to the moment he leaves. I am so constantly on edge that I cannot simply enjoy being with my dad. My dad is 71, and I realize I don't have many years left with him, so I would like our visits to be pleasant. I've been told by my mom, my dad, my ex to simply let it go, to not let it bother me. But it does, and I'm tired of dealing with it. I have told my dad that if he is going to constantly criticize me and my house when he visits to simply not come. After all, I am over 40 years old, and this is my house. My dad is old school, and I know he doesn't like me voicing my opinion. But I have to admit, he is trying to be more sympathetic to my needs and to tone down his criticisms.</span></div>
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I was touched and saddened by all the comments. But as many of the women stated, "We are Survivors."<br />
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DElf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-41692466187589123972012-01-08T08:08:00.000-08:002012-01-15T13:46:33.835-08:00Wake up, People! Domestic Violence is an Epidemic!<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="font-family: Georgia;">While the intent of my blog is to chronicle the journey of surviving and healing after abuse, it's worth speaking about the main catalyst of my blog in the first place. <strong>Domestic Violence</strong>. I doubt I would be blogging if I hadn't been assaulted. </span></span><br />
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<li>On the average, <strong>more than three</strong> women are murdered by their husbands or boyfriends every day</li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia;">1 in 4 women in the United States are victims of Domestic Violence at some point in their lives.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Each year, intimate partner violence (IPV) results in an estimated <strong>1,200 deaths</strong> and <strong>2 million injuries</strong> among women</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">First, if you are currently in an abusive relationship, please get help. <strong>I'm begging you to leave!</strong> <strong>Get out!</strong> Your <strong>life is too precious</strong> to continue to be beat down and abused. Life is too short to be in a miserable relationship. The time is now to leave and get help. Call someone, find the local shelter, go to a friend's house, have him arrested, and get a restraining order. Refer to the <a href="http://www.thehotline.org/" target="_blank">Domestic Violence Hotline website</a> for their hotline (1.800.799.SAFE (7233)) , how to develop a safety plan, and where to get help locally. You can do it! Remember it is not your fault! There is support out there. You are not alone.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">And if you have children, I plead with you for their sakes, <strong>leave!</strong> Studies show that boys who witness domestic violence are more likely to be abusers when they are older. Girls who witness domestic violence are more likely to be victims themselves. Break the cycle! And more importantly, a child's life is too precious to be subject to abuse emotionally or physically. A child's job in life is to experience the magic and wonder of childhood. To learn about the world and to grow into better people than ourselves. Don't for one minute waste their precious lives!!!!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Second, what is abuse? Abuse can be emotional, financial, sexual, or physical. From the<a href="http://www.domesticviolence.org/" target="_blank"> domesticviolence.org website</a>, some examples of abuse are:</span><br />
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<li style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">stopping a partner from getting or keeping a job </span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Violence can be criminal and includes physical assault (hitting, pushing, shoving, etc.), sexual abuse (unwanted or forced sexual activity), and stalking. Although emotional, psychological and financial abuse are not criminal behaviors, they are forms of abuse and can lead to criminal violence."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">It was difficult for me to get my head wrapped around the idea that I was being abused. While, I was not beaten regularly, I was put down, I was grabbed and shoved against the wall, I was hit and thrown off the bed, I was forced to have to sex where it was all about control. And then finally the last straw, being thrown to the floor and having my head slammed into the floor in front of our son. I knew then I had to put a stop to the abuse or else he would keep sweeping it under the rug and blaming me for the abuse. So, if you are being abused in any manner listed above, GET HELP!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">And finally,<strong> </strong><span style="font-family: Georgia;"><strong>more than three women are killed every day by their husband or boyfriend??? This is not acceptable!</strong> These are the individuals that say they love us and will take care of us. And <strong>2 million injuries</strong> per year??? How many more go unreported? <strong>Come on people, wake up!</strong> This stuff is happening every day in our neighbors' houses down the road, to people we think have the perfect marriage, to rich people, poor people, blacks and whites. I believe our culture perceives that domestic violence only occurs with poor African-Americans or Hispanics, or maybe poor white women in the backwoods of southern Appalachia. But it doesn't!!! The reason I include the picture of myself on this site is to show that abuse can happen to average, middle class, blond hair, blue eyed, white women. Not poor women, not fat, ugly women. To anyone! Violence against women in our culture is more prolific than we'd like to believe. <strong>Domestic Violence is an epidemic</strong>. We'd like to think that with the strides women have made for more equality and equal pay in the workforce, more equality in marriage, that women have a stronger presence in our culture. Yet, domestic violence still occurs. Men still abuse women simply because they can. Our culture still objectifies women and promotes the stereotype that men must be strong, domineering, and in control. I obviously don't know the answer or can solve the problem here. My purpose is get victims to seek help and to make others more aware that domestic violence occurs where you'd least expect, and we as a society can not keep sweeping it under the rug either.</span></span><br />
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I was first introduced to this concept over 10 years ago. A counselor I was seeing for my depression suggested I start reading <u><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Simple-Abundance-Daybook-Comfort-Joy/dp/0446519138" target="_blank">Simple Abundance</a></u> by Sarah Ban Breathnach. (I highly recommend this book for women from all walks of life.) In the book Sarah recommends starting a Gratitude Journal as part of the Simple Abundance path. Each day write down five things you are grateful for no matter what kind of day you've had. On good days you may have some wonderful things to write down. On bad days you may only have your health, the roof over your head, your child's health, etc. The point is that as long as you are alive there is something to grateful for.<br />
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My use of the Gratitude Journal has ebbed and flowed over the years. During my first introduction I consistently wrote in it for a year. The process definitely has a positive impact on your outlook on life. I have since picked it up periodically when times have been tough. <br />
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A few days after my assault and sending my husband to jail, I once more picked up my gratitude journal and starting writing again and have been for the past year. My first entry was "My son, E, his health, my health, the roof over our heads, my job, his happiness, his cheerfulness, imagination and creativity. I am blessed." During the days after the assault in dealing with attorneys, restraining orders, separation agreements, child support or lack of child support, selling my house, etc., the journal helped keep me centered, find a little bit of peace, and keep my perspective in the midst of chaos. And now that things have somewhat settled down the journal continues to remind me of the abundance I have in my life and to appreciate the small wonderful things, like sitting on my back porch at night and listening to the crickets, the smell of my lavender candle, the sound of E's laugh, a good talk with a close friend, and having a good run.<br />
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Practicing gratitude in your daily life transforms your perspective, your attitude, and ultimately your reality. If you wish to read more on the subject of practicing gratitude try <u><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Living-Life-Thank-You-Transformative/dp/1573443689/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1325534112&sr=1-1" target="_blank">Living Life as a Thank You</a> </u>by Nina Lesowitz and Mary Beth Sammons.<br />
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Have a very blessed day. And I am extremely grateful for my new followers and readers and having this opportunity to reach others. Maybe just maybe I can help one person. :o)Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-13596104225540909782011-12-31T14:19:00.000-08:002012-01-08T08:10:40.801-08:00Saying GoodbyeI don't do resolutions. But I am going to say goodbye and good riddance to some painful experiences and baggage from 2011.<br />
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I am going to say goodbye to the anger and resentment I feel for my soon-to-be ex-husband. I have to let go to move one. There were some good moments in our relationship. And I will try to remember those times.<br />
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I am going to say good bye to the special friend with whom I spent three wonderful months learning to love again and feeling attractive again. While the timing was not right for the two of us, I don't regret the special moments we had together. Unfortunately, he was not as far along on his path to recovery as I. And learning to set boundaries, I could not continue to wait for him to be emotionally available. As sad as I am to say good bye, it's the best path for both of us. I will treasure the special moments of hiking, running, and cooking together.<br />
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I will usher in 2012 with hope and curiosity as to what the year will bring. I will continue to grow and learn and live. And while I could say, I resolve to lose 5 lbs, to run a half-marathon, to be a better person, shouldn't we be setting goals throughout the year? In 2012, I will take one day at a time, one step at a time, to heal, to grow, and be a stronger person.Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197075284542059703.post-32932353837604882742011-12-30T15:37:00.000-08:002012-08-05T14:34:06.492-07:00Good Things......<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">At the risk of sounding like Martha Stewart, I am listing some of my favorite activities to help heal your body, mind, and soul and to learn and grow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">1. Walk. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Walk in the morning. Walk at night. Or on your lunch break. Listen to some tunes. Focus on your breath. If you have small ones, strap them in their stroller and go. But breathe! Notice the birds, the sounds of traffic, people, the breeze on your face, the sun, moon or stars, the smell of laundry from your neighbor's dryer vent.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">2. Run! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My favorite. When I finally ran a few days after my assault, I felt so alive, so grateful, and strong. I started to remember who I was. I wasn't a "victim" in which the police, the Assistant DA, and the court officials kept referring to me. I was a survivor. I was still alive, my body still worked, and my muscles were strong. I wasn't weak! My mind cleared, the tension in my muscles relaxed, and I began to form my plan for how I would move on with my life. Running can be liberating and empowering.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Yes, walk, run, hike. All pretty much the same, right? I differentiate hiking from walking in that when I'm hiking, I'm ideally in the woods and close to nature. And I truly believe this is important for our souls. As humans, we come from the earth and we are continually connected to the ebb and flow of the Earth and it's cycles. No matter how much TV we watch or how much Wii we play or how many malls we shop, we are creatures connected to the earth of the planet and to the light of our sun. Our spirits heal when we are connected to nature. Find a local hiking trail or simply walk through the woods. Smell the air, feel the breeze, listen to the sounds of the squirrels, birds, and maybe a stream. Can you hear a woodpecker? Look for mistletoe in the winter. Try to see how many trees you can identify. Pine, maple, birch. Or there any oak trees? Are there ferns, trillium, or creeping cedar growing on the ground? The objective is to be mindful and live in the moment. Hiking in the woods can be a form of meditation and truly healing for your soul.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">4. Go to church. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Or synagogue, temple, fellowship. Whatever makes sense for you. I do not necessarily consider myself religious, but I am spiritual. Whatever your faith, visiting a spiritual community and being surrounded by the people, spirit, and song can be uplifting. Being in a quiet place and listening to a sermon about current events and life challenges can help us gain perspective of our own challenges. In addition, there is the potential to make new friends and strengthen our support system. I always feel a little more at peace when I leave a service at the local Unitarian fellowship. Granted I don't make the trek as often as I'd like. After being on the go all week, some Sunday mornings it's so much easier to enjoy the peace and solitude of being at home. But I find when I do go, I inevitably find some morsel of truth that resonates with me and adds clarity to my thoughts or maybe a problem I'm mulling over.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">5. Dance! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">“Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you’ve never been hurt and live like it’s heaven on Earth.” – <span style="color: black;">Mark Twain</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I dance a lot around the house by myself since I've been on my own. Sometimes my son joins in. I can play whatever music I want and turn it up as loud as I want without anyone complaining or rolling their eyes and being judgemental. Particular favorites are </span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQsK9WzDiuM" target="_blank"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Moves Like Jagger" by Maroon 5</span></a><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">, </span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKqV7DB8Iwg&ob=av2e" target="_blank"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Let's get the Party Started" by Black Eyed Peas</span></a><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">, </span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Abk1jAONjw" target="_blank"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Just Dance" by Lady Gaga</span></a><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">, and </span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nbx0rY5uRKw" target="_blank"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Superstar" by Jamelia</span></a><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Like walking and running, moving our body just feel better. And I think that dancing helps us feel more feminine and reminds us that even though we are moms and maybe dealing challenges in our life, we are still a woman.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">These are just a few endeavours that you may wish to consider to help heal your soul and body. There are so many others...yoga, gardening, reading, art, looking at the stars, going to the beach. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">What activities to you do to cope with life's challenges?</span>Elf Ladyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05091520898746849923noreply@blogger.com0